Just Being Myself

!!! Just a Small Post !!!

2011-09-30T11:49:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

Looks like I took all the way till end of the month. Wasn't in the best of mood I guess. Even though, the 1st few weeks of Hari Raya was really fun because at last, I could eat in the boat. HAHA! If not, always feel restless when working.

Work so far was great. No commotion at all for the past few weeks. I hope this will go on smoothly until I ORD. =) Insyaallah, Amin. Congrats to Dodi Dantes for passing his Coxswain! I can't wait until January! It will be my 6th month of patrol and atlast, I'll be able to take my steersman. FUHHH!! I hope I will pass it just once. =) Insyaallah!

Also, next month going to go for Class 2! Atlast, the dream of riding a big bike is coming closer every month! Hmm, GXSR-1000? CB1000? R1? Ducati 1198? hahahah!! I wonder which one! hehehehe!! I will definite work hard on to get this kind of bike. It's a passion. If possible, I like to go on track! To get the feeling of cornering at the knee level. Even though I heard its difficult, but it is possible, so I wil try again and again and again until I get it right! =D

Guess, I can't be posting any pictures until I upgrade my lappy. Sorry readers. I'll post it up once everything is back to normal. Anyway, it is just a small post. I will be posting in an another style starting next month. Teehee~

Alright then, I'll wish everyone a Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin to all my muslim friends and relatives. May we all strives well for this year and for the upcoming years.

Until here then,
Ciaoz

Muhammad Hasrul

!!!!Another month past, Fasting Month!!!!!

2011-08-12T05:28:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, it is the mid of August. Looks like I will be blogging every month once. As per normal, my life story.

This month is the month of Ramadhan or also known as the fasting month in the Muslim Calender. As for the chinese calender, it's the hungry ghost month but when added up together, it is known as The Hungry-Muslim month! HAHAHA!

This month did not watch any movie. =(. No movie to watch. All the movies so boring. Hopefully there are better movies next coming month. =D Pretty Please!!

Well as you all do not know, this has been popping up on my screen saver every single time I'm at work. Irritating tao cannot text! Ishk! You know, must tell them to install a WiFi system. HAHA!! Then good right. Haiyoo.. Atleast got internet lor! Ishk3.

Well, has been raining too this couple of days at sea. A big chaos here and there with my work mate. Especially getting called back during my off days, but it seems fun working with this people. I've yet to make my life decision as they have been asking. I'll see how. =)

And below is a picture of talking to a mat rempit. He's telling people to take care not to do stupid things on the road and I think he needs a bigger side mirror to see his reflection. HAHA!

Well, below are my helmets. Both M-fizz. Black and White. For your info, my black helmet is the helmet that I wore during my very first helmet and it is my very 1st owned helmet. That is what is left after the accident. Scratches all over the helmet, a crack fin and visor gone. Wahduhh! I still remember that time as I kept my eyes open through out my fall. and for the white helmet, it's time to throw it away. So had to take out the sticker before throwing it away. From a white helmet turning to dull grey. Anyway, thank you for serving me all this while. I don't need so much helmet so I had to let it go. =D Hari Raya Coming. Cleaning up session.

/////Sidetrack\\\\\

Well, up and down. Been down for a couple of days but I'm back on my feet. Thank you to Miss.Patoto. =D Wouldn't be better if had not talk to her. About what? Nahh. You guys don't need to know. *Its a secret* HAHA! ;P

Anyway, someone turning 21 luhk this month! Welcome to Team "Sudah TuE"! Haha! A new team I just open for you. Orang besar die, YOU!! HAHA! =P!

"Anyway, Happy Advance Birthday since I'm blogging today. Moga panjang umor, murah rezeki dan cepat-cepat dapat keje. And for 3 years of friendship yang tak pernah skali pon berjumpe, still happy! =D Mane lah tau ade rezeki mesti jumpe punye!!!

Amin"

Alright then,

Until here only I guess again,

Until Next month

Ciaoz

Muhammad Hasrul

!!!Mid Of July!!!

2011-07-17T17:33:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, mid of July. End of the month is going to be the beginning of the fasting month. Can't wait for it. Anyway, life has been fairly good for awhile. If only there was a pause button, I would just pause it and let it pass by all day long.

For this one month has been a smooth sailing month in work and everything else even though there will definitely be hiccups and a couple of down moments. Hopefully things just keep going the way it would be for the mean while. Well people learn when things are being pressurized. It's called experience right.

Gotten a few offers from my colleague and still thinking about it. I'm still not sure about it but insyaallah in a few months will be able to make up my mind as even the superior are happy and sending me for a upgrading course.I'm so happy when I heard that. I can't believe it but "Alhamdullilah"

Well, watched Transformers Dark of the Moon. It was very good. Even though Megan Fox was not the female lead and in the end being known to bastard Sam Witwicky. But the story is going to be rated 5/5. I love it. How could be the old Prime be so mean and tried to kill the Autobots and take over earth. Those who have not watch it, you guys really should. It will not be a waste of money. =D

Dirt 3! Seriously this is awesome. No kidding. I drift skill is totally useless. HAHA! Had to practice allot and allot and allot of times and even though till now I still don't drift perfectly. Lucky it's only in the game. If real like, I don't know how much is the damage going to cost. Hehe!

Well, also gotten myself a new helmet RS747 and a Arai (haversack/sling/strap) waterproof helmet bag. It is really comfortable when using it. I love my new helmet and it was really easy to carry around then the normal helmet sling bag.

Also thinking of grabbing this Ducati Scalpe Shades. Nice right. It's almost the same as the shade my using now from. But this is much more comfortable. I lioke! HAHA! =D

Well, there is nothing more that I will like to share for the time being. Lets make it my secret for the meanwhile. Haha! =P

Until then,

Ciaoz

Muhammad Hasrul

!!!!A Long Day!!!!

2011-06-23T01:40:00.009+08:00

Dear Diary,

Right now, blogging in the kitchen all alone. Dad working night shift while the rest of the family are sleeping soundly in their room. Just finish eating my late night supper and can't sleep.

Hmm, X-men First Class. Awesome Movie! The formation of X-men. How Charles became Doctor X and Eric became Magneto! Awesome! Rating from me will be 4/5! =D Love it very much!

Well, Things has been great for me. Went out with Aunty Manje last weekend to celebrate my belated birthday. Thank you very much!! I really love it. Kungfu Panda 2 was hilarious. Haagen-Dazs ice-cream was nice and expensive but....... hahahah! and lastly not forgetting the birthday present given is nice. Love it so much.

KungFu Panda 2! A very very funny movie. Po, Po.. Why you so funny? HAHAH!

I can't wait for KungFu Panda 3. Confirm Have One!!

Must Find One date already ajak watch.

I'll rate it 4/5!

/////Sidetrack\\\\\

Well, lets talk about life now. I have thought about lots of think ever since passing out from MPC. There is always allot of time in the boat to think about, especially at night when you are doing the patrol alone and your other crew is resting. Still young and exploring new things along the way. Making mistakes are common and learning from it are the hard one. That is life.

Hmm, the flag. One thing that is learn from the flag itself is the wind is never favorable. As a flag, to spread out itself, wind is needed. Put it to a human life. Life are not always like what we wanted. There will be ups and downs. Life will not be favorable to us at times but when a new wind approaches, it will be favorable for the flag. Same to us, when we come to the right moment or time, things will be better but it cannot always be the same for very long.

This is an injuring that I've gotten it while working. Slowly it will heal. Same to life, bad things will happen and slowly it will get better. Things will never get better in just one day. Give it time to heal. Time to change. Even though it is going to be painful but yet I'm learning.

Everytime things changed. When things changed, it is just like a sunrise. A new day, adventure, awaits us. The cloud seems like a wall of barrier to let the sun ray to shine upon sky but slowly, the day will get brighter and better and eventually brighten the whole surrounding. Just in life, there will definitely be barriers from stopping me to go through. Slow and steady, learn new things and things learn will be at the figure tips. Thus everyday is a learning experience for me. As time goes by, things will be clearer and better to understand.

And lastly, this below picture is me! HAHA! Feels to different seh! I can't believe that I change so much! Just a memory for me I guess.

Until here only I guess then.

Take care,

Ciaoz!

Muhammad Hasrul

!!!!Just A Short Post!!!!

2011-06-07T21:27:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

It's the month of June now! Allot of things has been happening and kind of forget about my blog. HAHA!! Well, it's because I think after I gotten my Playstation 3. Heeheee! =D Had been along time since I wanted to buy it and in the end, I BOUGHT IT! =D

Well, the next thing is I have passed out from MPC (Maritime Policing Course). =D To be frank, it has only been a two weeks since passing out and I'm missing allot of things. My bed, my locker and especially my peers. Miss you guys very much. =(

As for movie, I've watch Pirates of the Caribbean In the Fountain Of Youth. The mermaid is beautiful sehk! HAHA! No kidding. =D Well, it was definitely a great movie, as like all the other Pirate of the Caribbean movie. I'll rate it 4.5/5. Awesome movie. Jack Sparrow never fails to get out of trouble the easy way. HAHA!

Well, went out with Sidewinder. Was really really fun. LAN gaming and ending in Seoul Garden in Takashimaya. With this few mangkok serving their National Service soon. Actually, Sab just got in today and Nas will be tomorrow and Haiqal will be on the following day. HAHAH! Good luck to all of them. Our Sons, Our Army! Tkle angkat!! My time has ended. It's your turn Bros! HAHA! and yeah, the last is Hamizan, SCDF! Join Adek aku ngan Iskandar. HAHA! =)

Well lastly, I think I need to find dates soon! Will be having lots of time! HAHAHA!! =P! Well, having a date with Aunty Manje again next week. I wonder where this time. Heard that we will be going for deserts! Yum!! ICE-CREAM!! HAHAH! I just can't wait! =DDD!

Alright then,

Until here only I guess,

Goodnight!

Muhammad Hasrul

!!!2 Weeks, It Has All Ended!!!

2011-05-08T23:28:00.007+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, last update was in April. Hopefully I could really update my blog much more often.

Now is the month of may. 22 more days man to my great day. I wonder where will I be celebrating during my great day as it falls on the monday. Well, lets just see where it will be, either on the boat or somewhere fun! =D

Well, for this past 2 weeks has been a blast of experience. It was really tiring and I can't believe that 2 weeks has past in a snap of the finger. 27th of April, was deployed to D division and the people there was really, really good. Get to make friends with a couple of people, the CO of my team, a DSP is really a great man, and for a SSGT, he was great too.

All I did was deployed for 3 different opposition rally, Reform Party(RP), National Solitary Party(NSP) and Singapore Democratic Party(SDP). All the party was really good. All of them had their own style and speeches even though some speeches were directed to the Police, the audiences/supporters was really expressive, especially NSP and SDP, but I had it managed. =D. It was my first time attending a rally, or should I said that it was because I was deployed that make me attend the rally.

On one of my off days, I went to Jurong Point and bought myself a present with the dividend money received, well, a G-Shock watch. It was less than $200 but it is simple and nice and its WHITE!!

And then at the same time, catch a movie, Thor! A very, very, very great movie and something funny happened. This is what happen:

I went into the movie theatre and saw is apek, and mean an old typical singaporean uncle, was looking for something. So I just sat down at my seat and place all my stuff down. Suddenly this uncle came to me and asked, "Ini duduk mana?" and he showed me his ticket. The ticket showed K-7 and mine was k-8. So I said that his seat is beside me. He said thank you and got seated. Less than a minute, he turn to me and start asking the 1st question, "Lu nari tk skola?"

Well, that tickles my heart and I started to laugh and told him I was in NS. From there, the conversation started. After a few minutes of talking, he turn around and saw this malay couple who were holding to a popcorn. He turn to me and start asking while pointing, "Lu tk beli tu kachang?" I was lost when he said kachang and when I turn around, it was actually popcorn. So I reply no as I've already eaten.

Then he said, "Tk boleh2. Lu maseh mude. Mesti banyak makan. Wa kasi lu duit lu pegi beli. Wa blanja lu. Kita konsi." I was shocked as he took a out money from this pocket. I kept rejecting but the more I reject, the more he kept insisting. So I just took the money and bought the popcorn and a plain water for him. When I reached back, he scolded me for not buying my drink even though I said that I had already brought my drink. HAHAH!! Well, he ate two pieces of popcorn and left me alone right after the movie started and seat infront. Haish!! So I had the popcorn for myself. HAHAH! So anyway, Thank you uncle. I didn't even get to ask your name. Well, thank you once again. =)

As for the skittles below, this was the one that kept me going for 2 hours, from 0100hrs to 0300hrs yesterday. For 17 hours I had to be at deploy. It was really, really shagged and tiring. It was really a test for my patience especially after working for more than 12 hours. But it was really great.

SSS Ahmad, NSPI(Reservist) Royston, Corporal(Reservist) Hermi and SC(Reservist) Khairi, you all were great! Being the one and only NS guy in the team, you guys were really fun to be with. Enjoy working with all of you. Even though it was for 17 hours only now, it was like 1 month of waiting to stand down huh! HAHAH!! This was really a great memory to be kept and treasure, and that is why I wrote down their names. =)

What a hell of an experience for only two weeks in land division. Had a couple of funny people I met during work. An SMRT uncle and one pakcik who asked me a bonus question when I was doing exiting point officer. HAHAHA!! I can never forget that.

And to my gengs in 619, "GITA GUTAWA AKU PUNYE!!" HAHAHAH!

Well, thats all for now I guess.

Goodnight,

Ciaoz

Muhammad Hasul

PEACE

Just Updating!

2011-04-23T15:38:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Been almost a month since I've not updated this empty blog. Well, allot of things to tell and share and to be kept as a memory in my own personal blog but I kinda of forget. Well, lets update to what I know up till now.

Been quite tired lately and so make matter even worst is MPC will be extending because of GE. Being deploy to division and hopefully time will pass by faster. All I wanted is to finish MPC before my birthday. Pretty PLEASEEE... =D

Also being selected for PDP. Was so shocked when I heard I was selected. Too bad. Have to go and do it and will finish it. The most lucky part about everything is it will be all done before fasting month start. =) Atleast looking at the bright side of life makes me feel better.

Currently listening to a song title, Permaisuri from Data. A very old song and it makes me feel like dozing off especially after coming home from swimming with my family.

Other than that, there is nothing special that I wanna share and to keep it in my diary.

Until here then,

Tah tah

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!RESTLESS GILER!!!

2011-03-20T13:56:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

It has been along time since I've blog. Most of the memories are currently fading unless there is something that make me remember. HAHA!

Well, last week had escort. Wishing Fahrul, Selamat Pengantin Baru, Semoga murah rezeki dan dpt anak banyak-banyak. =D

Also went out with Team Sidewinder!! Was damn great. Allot of things happen actually. I don't even know where to start my story. Not in any mood for storytelling because been feeling restless all this while. All I can said for now is I'm so LAZYYY!!!

Somemore with Apez Kecik meeting with a bad accident and then followed by Iskandar, I really don't want to talk about it. But both are recovering really well and I'm happy for them!

/////Sidetrack\\\\\

Allot of things have happen. More is about to come. Now is the month of April. Being in Coast Guard is a fun thing. Learn allot of things, Rule of the Road, or also known as the Law of the Sea, learning 7 different kind of weapons, Fire-fighting and allot more. 10 weeks to learn all of this is really siong. 6 more weeks to go. Oh god, please give me the strength and courage to move all the way!!

Camp mates has been very fun. Expected less from this quite friends at first and then knowing all of us has crazy characters. HAHAHA!

Always the same thing every year. This is the month where I feel really restless and allot of unexpected things is going to happen. The same month, the feeling every year. Wadduuhh! When is things are going to get better in life?

Sooo RESTLESS AND NOT IN THE MOOD TO TALK!!

TAH!!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Heart=Love?!!!

2011-02-27T18:21:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary,

Promise?? Feelings?? Trust?? Understanding?? LOVE??

Those are just things we desire during our age. Thats what I feel right now. After thinking what Itek feels, this is something new I thought. Sorry can't help you that much. It's just because I can't be making any decision by just listening to a one side story. =)

Promise is something people make and if the promise make isn't wise enough, people tend to break it. That is where "Promise are meant to be broken." To keep a promise is to treasure that someone and only then that promise are meant to be kept. A promise to keep loving each other is only done when both couple are still young. Sorry but I think it's childish. ;P In the first place, such promises shouldn't be made if you are already mean to be with each other.

Feelings will never fade away?? Feelings will always grow. Feelings will always grow or there will be none. If someone said my feeling for someone is fading, the person is in pain for letting someone go but the other will not feel the same way. If both are feeling the same way, it just shows that either one or both are not ready to be in a relationship I guess. HEHE!

Trust is just the basics and understanding comes next. Thats all. As for love, sorry can't tell. Everyone will have different kind of feelings and meanings of the word love. Loneliness, happiness, sadness and lust are the usual I guess. Everyone will have different expression of love. It's just something that every individual have. =D

For what I think, both of you should endure. Learn as time goes. Then it's where you'll grow. Mistakes are meant to be learn, sorry are meant to try harder, accepting it is where you'll understand where it goes wrong and only then Love will be craft within the both of you. =D

For now, as for me, Love is about mutual trusting and understanding, caring and sharing the ups and downs, knowing and accepting the good and bad and the most important thing, knowing that both of us loves each other very much without exceptions. HEHE!

Dah, sudah..

Until here only I guess

Cioaz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!Updated!!!!

2011-02-19T13:04:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, last week had my block leave for 3 days, from monday till wednesday night. Was really great and fun even though I wanted to have block leave from Wednesday till Sunday but life is never fair. You don't get what you want most of the time

Went town with my mom and two siblings. It was fun. The plan was to go shopping. HAHAHAH! So I bought a new pair of Vans shoes and a new monster energy Iphone Casing. =D. The casing wasn't expensive, but the shoe was!! HAHAHAH!! Well, now eyeing on a Vans jeans and sweater. LAWA!! I'll see how. ALSO BERSKHA JACKET!!! $149!!!! I WANTTTT!! Heheheh!

Also, went out with Aan Phantom. KEKEK!! He called me asking my help for going to Acer @ IBP. So I gave him a tour around Jurong Area. HAHAHAH!! We lepak and lepak and went Jurong Point and again lepak before going home.

Havana and Phantom

It really bothers me when going out with him in full cutting because people tend to look at his helmet every where we go. It's just has people said, Phantom is one of the most fiercest, or one the top gangster + racing team. Lucky for me Havana is just a racing team. HAHAH!

Went out with Fad and Aan on the next day too late at night. Fad rented a car and wanted to finish the petrol and so, he called us. In the end, we went to Cineleisure and catch a night movie, The Rite. It's not that scary but everytime.... "JENG"! HAHAHAH!! TER-PERANJAT BOI2. HAHAHAHA! Well, I'll rate it 7/10. Not bad.

Then also, we saw this person, LAWA GILER BUT it turns out to be a BAPOK LUHK SEHK!! Hahahaha!! Astaga. If you look at her, or I mean him, LAWA!! HAHAHAHAH! Then head down to Woodlands WaterFront and saw allot of couple project! HAHAHAH!! KEKEK GILER!! Well, boys talk. Case sensitive. Cannot share. HAHAHAH!! =P! And we head back home at around 3++. =D

Also, camp is getting lepak and more lepak. Now just came back from Jurong West Secondary School as NCDCC was having their NCO camp and and needed help with somethings. It is fun to go back to the old school and see the old teachers that are still teaching in there. Heheh! Mr Aziz, my maths teacher and Cikgu Zubir, my MT teacher and which I'm famous for sleeping in class and getting caught for mischief. HAHAHAH!

Later going meet cinte. Apesal luhk dengan dier..

Alright then

Until here only

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!ABIT!!

2011-02-16T19:31:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

In a few minutes time will be booking in again for 2 days. I've seen the time table and it is going to be slack for this coming two days. 3 lessons of swimming. HEHE!! Will update my blog on Saturday. =D

So Readers, Until Saturday..

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!!Kecoh!!!!!

2011-02-02T18:00:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

Didn't blog last Sunday because I was coming home today!! Chinese New Year Leave! ^^! So wishing all chinese out there a Happy Chinese New Year!

Also, I've left with only 3 more weeks to Passing Out!! ARHH!! Thinking back of what I've done, may it been a hell or heaven in camp, it is really been fun. All the FIs are getting relax on us 141th intake but the 142th has been making allot of trouble thinking that they are seniors. So just would like to said, "KORANG LEH RELAC SUA!" HAHAH!! Even though I got friends in 142th intake, huh! I tk hao lian pon when I know I'm still new! hmpf!

Well, my father gotten into an accident with stupid "Apek" driver. It happen on last Saturday while me and my family were on the way to a late night supper at New Hawa Restaurant at Changi Road. Mane tah dapat lesen pon tk tau! Tsk!

My father gotten a quarrel with the "Apek"! He said he wasn't in the wrong but for goodness sake, he hit the car and didn't stop, he still move off and the bumper was crack. Haish! He make a fuss over it and my younger brother almost hit his face. And as for me, I was the ber-sabar type. So I didn't do anything but trying to calm my dad and the stupid uncle.

I just said to settle this through insurance. So my father asked for the apek IC and he said, "I don't want to give you IC, who are you? You think you police huh?" And guess what my dad said? HAHAHAH!! I don't want to said it. So in the end, made a particular exchange after the uncle know. HAHAHAHAhA!! BODOH PUNYE APEK!! Haish!

Also, I've treated my family last friday after book out, SWENSENS! A total spent of $124.29. Expensive giler!! but it was damn funny!! My father was the type that doesn't eat in restaurant. So he eat everything like in coffee shop. Chilli sauce jalan teros! HAHAHA!! My mom was like laughing at my dad while my brother, haish, he knows everything! HAHAHA!! Klakar Giler!

Well, treat all my siblings, Hanis wanted a headphone and in the end he didn't want it and bought a set of clothing. Hirfan didn't want anything at first and in the end, he wanted a shirt and coffee bean! HAHAHA!! Bought my father a pair of T-shirt at cotton on and for my mom, she didn't want anything, so I just gave her a few cash for her own used. =D

As for me, I went shopping!! Spent a total close to $200 on 2 jeans, 3 shirts! HAHAH!!! So in 3 days, I spend a total of.. hmmmm... close to $600!! HAHAHAH!! =D Well, it was fun spending for my family. As for me, I still would want to out for more shopping trips! HAHAH!! Hanis! ko ajak aku gi town kan! JLNNN!!! I want to find a jacket and shoes!! ;)

So for my brother, time for you to change. No more asking Ibu for money. Blajar simpan duit! Lagi-lagi pasal pompan. Stick to one. Ibu stress tengok I-touch kau! Mcm2 pompan ko pelok! HAHAHAHAH!! Jangan kasi ibu stress! and ko jangan mintak aku ape2 bende lagi! Aku da kasi ko ape ko nk! so change!

Alright! Today is 2nd of February.

Hasan_Antibiotic and Diyana Ayam!

Happy 21st Birthday!!=D

Now going out to Hasan House and celebrate his birthday!

Until here only I guess

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!HAVANA PIT!!!!

2011-01-23T16:31:00.008+08:00

Dear Diary,

This weekend ended very fast!! WTH! But nevertheless, finished the weekend enjoyment with Havana Racing Team with our 27th Anniversary that was actually supposed to be done last year but it got postpone all the way till this year. =)

Havana Racing Team Cake

Shiny-shiny Helmet!!

It was very fun and funny. I got tossed again into the sea because of that "basket" Bob! We sang and dance and played games and even gotten ourselves our own personal helmet!! YEAHH!! The food was nice! Especially the BBQ Stingray and the cake is so soft!! BEST, AWESOME and PEDASSS~! HAHAH!

Gotten my own personal helmet! Airbrush somemore. Got my name on it and they spelled it wrongly but when asked, they prefer to call me by Haz instead of Has! Nonsence! and to think of it, many people call me Hazrul instead of Hasrul or zrul instead of srul. But whatever it is, there is only one Hasrul in HAVANA!! and if I were to go for escort, people won't know my real name!! HAHAHAHAH!

Looking at it in picture really isn't as nice when you look at it originally. It is really amazing! BRAVO to the person who sprayed it. The blue color part, if you look at it originally or closely at the 1st 3 picture, there are flower patterns on it. Cool Giler!! But the one that outshines everything is definitely the Road-Runner. =D

Now it's time to concentrate on my law exam and IPPT! Still sick and I hope to get better before IPPT!! Time to train up!

Alright then, till here only I guess

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!Haish!!!!

2011-01-16T16:56:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, this week feeling so weak. Fell sick on last thursday and for now, it just seems that I'm getting better. =D Alhamdullilah.

Kind of feeling down this week because it is suppose to be the 12th week in camp and by right, according to the letter, this week should be the last week of camp but it got extended till March. Feeling so RESTLESS to book in but still have too. Haizz!! Also this coming 2 weeks is going to be exams period. Senario-Based Training, IPPT, and Law exams.

Who would just thought that there is going to more study and exams in NS? HAHAH!! Well, two more weeks till this exams are over and for the other 1 month is going to be smooth in NS. Countdown, "6 MORE WEEKS" to P.O.C.! Please come fast ohhhh 6 weeks! =D

Next week will be having Havana Racing Team Anniversary Pit. I don't feel like going for the pit but it seems I have too. Will study hard in camp and enjoy during the next book out. =(! WTH!! I'm having mix feelings!!

But whatever! just a small post for this week I guess.

See you all next week.

Have a great week everyone.D

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!! Stepping down !!!

2011-01-09T11:08:00.007+08:00

Dear Diary,

Looks like it is going to be no more holidays for book in!! Haishh!! but 3 weeks from now, Chinese New Year. Going to have a long holiday, for now all the "chiong" for fitness and law test!!

Also, yesterday was kind of a down day for me. Gotten a text message for an urgent meeting. The Head Havana Racing Team, Abg Azmi, has step down from his post and is now pass to a new head of Havana. It was like so suddenly. He said that he has no longer has a heart to lead the team after he lost his son a few weeks back but I knew there was other things. The moment he said that, I was like, "Why all the sudden sak? Havana Anniversary is just 2 weeks from now!" But nevertheless, I knew that one day, everyone will come to a stop.

Abg Azmi has been with Havana for years. He has led the Third Generation of Havana's well for 8 years and now will be under a new leader which will also be known as the Fourth Generation of Havana Racing Team. May he be happy always and have a better life in the future. Amin.

Yup! Preparing to go somewhere awhile and after that will be going to prepare for book in.

Until here only then,

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Bad boy!!!

2011-01-01T17:33:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, the first day of the the year. Let's start off with a new year resolution. So thus, my new year resolution is:

"To secure a good future"

and

"To be a bad boy this year"

HAHA!! I don't know why? Maybe I was just too excited when listening to 'Kopi Dangdut'. But I don't want to be the good good type. Not now can?? Just want to go out there, dress up, make friends, make people jealous and hit every shoulders of mat rep, flirt around, play with feelings and just be naturally naughty! HAHAHAHA!!!

Sometimes I wonder, why did I changed in 2010? WHY?? Is it because to change for someone or did I just change with the people around me. My heart is burning inside. I'm feeling so hot at this kind of weather.

Well, lets just put it this way I guess. I just go where my feelings bring me, trust every single instinct that came into me, follow where my heart next destination will be. CAN? and my instincts just tell me to just go for it and the next stop will be another decision and at the same time to keep what I wanted in my career path and then choose brightly and smartly depending on the situation. HEHE!!

I just got a feeling that this path/route of my life is just getting interesting. HAHA!! Hmm.. Lets try it out and see! Weeweett!

Friends who think that trouble is on the way.. Nahh..! I will still be a nice guy.......depending on situation..! ;P

Until here again,

Ciaoz,

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!WATCH!!!

2010-12-31T16:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well this the watch that my dad gave me. Hmm, the cost?? Don't ask. I went to check the price and well, it was more than I have predicted. The moment I knew the price, I was like, you should have given me the money! HAHAHA!! BUT!! Thank you Ayah! =D Awesome watch! I'm gonna keep it and pass it down. A generation watch. =D

By giving me this watch, my dad would definitely want me to tell me something indirectly thus making me guess. He is always been that kind of person. Never tell his sons directly. He love to make people think of allot things. HAHA!!

Talking about watch, today is the 31st of December 2010. The end of the year. Unbelievable that another year has past. Time to embrace the new year. Every year getting a year older, which means more difficult situations and difficult choices to make in life. Alhamdullillah that all the choices I've made so far this year has been either been a great experience or a learning platform of molding me into someone better. Thank you 2010. =D Hopefully 2011 would be a much greater and better year.

2 more months! 2 more months I guess to P.O.C! Seems so long. I don't know why is has been extended to 4 months but I'm just going to treasure the time I have in my National Service. May it be a tough and rough training or all the "lepak" moments I have with my NS mates. Like the Dojo instructor's would said, "This is NS gentlemen! Welcome to the real world. All of you to the left palms down. When I said down, you will hold it there until I said up!" HAHA!! Dojo, dojo. I'm just so happy I've finish Dojo! PHEW!

Also, to take this moment too to wish Havana Racing Team a Happy 27th Anniversary. Havana is even older than me! HAHA! =D Below is the new helmet that will be launch soon on this coming 22nd January 2011. Its airbrush and very nice! HEHE!! I like the road runner!! *Beep beep!*

!!HAVANA!!

Alright then

Until here only I guess

Happy New Year, May Your New Year Resolution come true

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!!Instincts!!!!!

2010-12-25T00:46:00.011+08:00

Dear Diary,

Been awhile since I've updated late at night, or I might said early morning. Well, can't sleep due to some thinking. HAHA!! What a bad night, especially for someone who just book out friday afternoon. Should have been more happier when going to have a sleep at home after 5 nights in camp, but nevertheless, feel like blogging to let go of the thinking. Insyaallah, can sleep after this. HEHE! =D

Well, been a bad start since this morning. Well, got a black sheep in the bunk. It really makes me feel irritated suddenly just by thinking. You see, don't step over people's head when people are getting okay with you. After asking for one and getting it, don't asked for three. Oh PLEASE!! and one more thing, when you have created the trouble, don't show faces. I hate it. Don't think that this good, quite, decent and nonsense guy can be eaten alright. =) You have not known me well yet and you might not even will. So don't let me turn into someone that you will regret knowing and off course I wouldn't want that to be happening too. So please, before things get any nasty, stop it with the girly mindset.

"Be a man, do the right things"

~Russel peters

I'm not going point fingers or say name's but I'm just going to said that I hate it okay. AND I mean I really hate this kind of people. So what if you graduate with a diploma certification, and getting a direct Corporal after passing out. One thing I can said with pure confidence, I'm still better then you in term of maturity. That I will never deny.

When now you are planning to get selected to become a OCT in the next 2 months during National Service, I've already planned what I want to achieve in the next 6-7 years even before I even enter National Service. I've already make my move. Bit by bit, I'm getting the instinct, I'm getting it. Just have to pass my IPPT, minimum a silver and my law test.

Yes! About being a regular, yes, I have applied for a regular position in SPF, I've also went for the interview, and yes, I've also went for the medical check up too. Insyaallah if everything went well, I will get a job in SPF. =D Just want to secure a right future. =)

/////SideTrack\\\\\

Instinct oh instinct. I will trust my instinct, my heart. This is the time of December. Where monsoon season is around the corner. This is the time where my instinct never lies. Everything I have experiences made up the instincts. I was right till the very end. =D

By right, this is the month that I will fall for someone but eventually it will be broken. I've learn my lesson and not going to be falling in love soon enough. Just hate it thinking back all of the memories I've had. But in a good way, it has help me to grow to someone better, way better. To be precise, I'm just scared. Have my flaws here and there too. No one perfects right. =) So, today marks my "Independence Day" HAHAHA!! or I mean, the start of the not good day of the very instinct that I've deny for loving someone. Hehe!

The only time I will get a girlfriend is when I have found the "Ms Right"but "Right" now, have to do the "Right" thing first. To me, having a girlfriend is like having a brand new life. It is not something that can be throw as if anytime I want. She is not a doll. If that particular girl is your girlfriend, it's your responsibility to take care of her. At the same time, I will need a good career myself. So the "Right" thing now, securing a good career, have good life and THEN start a brand new and great life with someone special. =D Paham Itek??

So, Sorry Ayah, won't be bringing home a girl anytime soon. I know you are anxious in meeting my girlfriend, but maybe, adik will get marry first. HAHA!! =P

"BTW kan!! Hanis dade girlfriend tao! Hirfan spy! HAHAHAHAH!!"

Until here only I guess,

Goodnight/goodmorning

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!NARNIA!!!

2010-12-17T13:57:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Yesterday watched Narnia, The Voyage of the Damn Treader!!

BEST WHAT PEOPLE!!

You guys got no sense of fantasy at all. HAHAHAH!!

Well, I like it. Never missed it from the first movie.

The only disappointing part is the lion never fight luhk.

Azlan low profile pulak in this movie.

Ape luhk!

tsk!

But nevertheless, I rate it 4/5.

Cool story. Mouse dier kekek!!

Alright then,

Till here

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Block Leave!!!

2010-12-16T13:39:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Ohh it's damn good to be having 5 days of block leave. ^.^! I'm really so happy and I've never been blogging that much. So many things I can't remember as I was so excited about having the block leave. HAHAHAH!

Well, 1st things 1st, passed my PDT or also known as Police Defensive Tactic Theory and Practical. Also passed my PUT or known as Police Unarmed Tactic and that will leave me left with Handcuffing Tactic. Also, gotten MARKSMEN for range test. 91/100. Had some hiccups with the time table and haven't been shooting for more than 3 weeks plus and kind of lose touch of the triggering but still managed to get used to it during the first 10 rounds of practice. AWESOME!! =D

Also, went for ISD (Internal Security Department) Heritage visit last Tuesday. The place was damn cool. The place looks so old on the outside but the inside was "AMAZING". Hehehe!! I like!! Hidden doors all over the place. COOL SHIT OR WHAT! But one thing that is disappointing is cannot see Mas Selamat. HAHAHAH!! WTH!!

On wednesday, had soccer with camp mates. Injured my left ankle after someone tackled me from the back. Haiyaa!! HAHA! but nevertheless, had allot of fun. Joke and dance all the way inside the court. Then had lunch together at Burger King at Leisure Park. So funny the moment we finish our lunch. Saw two cisco recall bikes and straight away we ran towards our bike as if not confirm summon buttttt... the two of them actually was going for lunch!! IDIOT BETOL!!

In the evening, lepak with Itek and Mizan near their school. Sweet betol nie due couple. Tk lepas. MENYAMS!! HAHAHAH!! but it was definitely great to lepak with them. KEKEK was definitely there.!

Went home around 9.30pm and someone called me at 11.55pm to ask me down to lepak at YISHUN!! Memang dah buang tebiat. But standard reply from me, the good good boy, "Tkle luhkk, nanti mak aku marah. Sorry huh!!" HAHAHAHAHA!!! ;P! After that went to bed at 12 plus.

Well, it was really happening for this three days. There was other happening things that happen but I wouldn't tell it here because it is "too" many. HEHEH!!

Alright then,

Until here only I guess,

Will be updating more soon,

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

Updating!

2010-12-12T17:34:00.001+08:00

Dear Dairy,

It has been awhile since I've updated my blog. So to readers who are regulars, wait up yeah!! Will be updating this coming either on Wednesday or Thursday as I will be having my block leave.. YAY!!!!

HAHAH! alright then,

Ciaoz!

Hasrul Ketam AKA Crab Martel

Good boy; good boy!

HAHAHAH!!

!!!!UPdate!!!!

2010-11-17T13:58:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

It has been 3 weeks since I've blog. Have been serving my National Service for 3 weeks and it feels like it has been for 2 months!! Time really is slow in there. Wake up as early as 5 am in the morning and prepare for water parade before going to muster parade at the parade square. Then, as per normal will be PT aka Physical Training. Really really tough man! Got a great FI aka Field Instructor who is damn "FIT"!! Can't even keep up with him for 2 weeks! Now getting better and better. Alhamdullillah.

Getting fitter and fitter I guess. Never been smoking for a total of a week plus and after trying to smoke again, I feel so giddy. Mum told me to stop but I still continue to smoke. HEHE!! Well, it will be for another a couple of weeks and I will stop I guess. Been really great without having to smoke for a week!! It just feel so great when I was not smoking. HAHAHAHA!! I didn't know why too.

Booking back tonight later before 2000hrs and yeah, will be another 2 more days and I'll book out again. So, see you guys on Friday night alright. So Sidewinder Crew, plan lepak huh!! Don't forget. ;)

One more thing, PATOTO!! You wanted to talk to me about something right? I'll listen to you when I get back okay? Stay strong!!! The Patoto that I know is really strong. ;) So keep smiling kay..! Don't fall sick and stay healthy.

Well, below is a picture of Chealsea Korka!! HOT KAN DIERR!! CUTEEE!!! I lioke!! HAHAHAH!! Well, just find her beautiful. My favourite type. hahahah!! CEH3!! So sape2 nk tau aku nye type, mcm gini luhk yg kat bawah nie, CUME!!! aku tk suke pakaian dier jek!! HEHEHEH!! and seriously, I really don't like girls who wear sexy2!! My friends will know, right??!!

Alright then,

Until here only I guess

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!! A few more days !!!

2010-10-29T18:06:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

A few more days left till I serve the country. Being fun around everyone but good days are going to be over. First thing firsts, I'm not going to be the same person after NS. Things will get rocky during NS and even so after NS. So, going to said sorry in advance if my promises to some of my friends couldn't be met. I will try my best to finish what I've started. I might go missing for a very long time. Won't be meeting you guys that much after entering I guess. This might goes to Sidewinder and even trouble-makers mate, Havana Racing Team. Will try my best to meet you guys alright. =)

Changing as time goes on huh? Hmm. I think I'll be changing for sure. No doubts about it. Hopefully to be someone better. Having a great career in life, getting to know more about loving someone I suppose and might even be settling down in another 5-6 years down the road. =D Life is moving fast I guess. Hopefully I get to do what I always wanted to have or do. HAHAH!!

Things I would want to achieve by the end of 2011:

- *Getting a class 3 license.

- *Getting a class 2 license.

- *Getting accepted for SPF. Waiting to getting acceptance for 2nd interview. Insyaallah. ^.^!

- *Getting a Spec3 + full system Yoshimura pipe!

- Buying a car. Maybe a Subaru Impreza. hehe.

- Buying a CB600 monster energy coverset + PC5 and Dynojet installed + Full system pipe.

And lastly maybe finding a girlfriend if I have achieve all of the above. HAHAHAH! Well, the most important thing is "*" must achieve. The without "*", not important. HAHAHAH! Well, currently watching Power Ranger The Movie and I mean back to Old School! I don't why I wanted to watch it but it was fun to memorizes back when I was a kid, 4 years old, or 5 years old, when I was still living in Tampines, waking up early in the morning on a weekend and switching on the TV with my "bantal busuk" and lying down infront of the TV and watch Power Rangers. Hehehe!!

Alright then,

Until here I guess

Ciaoz,

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Why!!!

2010-10-18T03:49:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, its 3.50 in the morning and I just can't help it to blog. Just got home half and hour ago after having some "Man Conversation" with 2 friends who are having difficulties with relationship. We talk it out and asked for each other opinions and even argued a little. 1 friend is trying to get engaged and the other is just having some minor quarrels with girlfriend and as for me, why am I still single? And even for me, I think it's an interesting question. HAHAH!

Well, no one says life is easy and fair. Every single people have different personality, even if you are a good friends. No point trying to be in a relationship with you're not ready. I'm not saying that I'm not but I prefer to be or have more friends for now especially for me who is going to serve my country soon. I'm still young and at the age of 20, a guy is just starting to get more mature then a lady I guess.

To be in a relationship, both need to have a mutual understanding. No point arguing/quarreling when in a relationship especially if we are hoping for more than just a simple relationship. Jumping straight into a relationship is like buying a car cash and when it fails, it feels like the car is being crash and scattered into pieces after everything has been changed/modified. Get it?

Off course I wish to have someone special to me, even now, but it's just not the time yet but yes, I have been thinking and making plans for my future, as being single off course but I'm not that stupid to not be thinking that I wouldn't be falling in love while in NS too. I knew that for sure, the best time where I will be thinking of loving someone is during my NS life.

Also, I won't forget that a blessing or "restu" will also come from my parents, especially from a mother. I have always ask my mother about girls, asking her what kind of person should I look for in a lady. Some of you might be thinking or saying, "Such a big boy, still asking mother?" Well, sorry to say but the person who knows you best is your mother. The person who love you most is your mother. A mother loves is irreplaceable. Without her words/blessing, it would likely be difficult to be facing relationship problems. =)

This is my answer of why I'm still single. Not all girls I've known and when shown to my mother is a "Yes". Most of it is always, "Ermmm.." and if she really don't like, she will said, "Tk lawa" even though the person is pretty. Haha! But what my mom would said,

"Kawan aje. Pompan nie banyak. Smue ko boleh kawan. Tengok berape lame engkau boleh kawan dengan die. Kawan lame, bagos larh. Yg tk tu, buat bodoh aje. Kadang2 yg pakai tudong nie bukan nye baek, yg tk pakai tu tk. Jdi Abg, kawan aje nnt abg sendiri tau sape yg abg patot cinte dgn yg mane tidak. Ibu tau abg pandai carik pompan yg btl. Ibu tkde masalah dgn abg. Jdi tk payah nk cepat2 carik. Masok NS dulu. Ibu kawan dgn bapak ko tu untok TUJUH tahon......"

and startluhk crite2 cinte tentang ibuku yg tersayang tu.. HAHAHAH!! But to think back, it is true. =) I will find the one that is for me soon enough. I don't know who and when is the soon but one day, I will fall in love with someone.

Thats my answer. So for my 2 friends that is having problems, remember, the blessing or restu from a mother or a family is important too. You kept saying life is unfair but life is never fair. Sometimes, we don't get what we want. I'm not telling you to break up tomorrow or later, but talk it out guys with your family. It is the best thing to do.

This is nice ^.^!

Until here only I guess,

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!! Thoughts ohhh thoughts !!!!!

2010-10-13T16:27:00.010+08:00

Dear Diary,

I had a dream. A dream of being in love. A very wonderful dream. Feeling great and having a sense of belonging to the other person and vice versa but I'm lost. Something or someone is ruining the love. A friend or a foe, I wonder.

It's something that I have not thought off for a very long time. Something hit me and I started to think. Now I'm wondering if its fact or false. I'm speechless. I really need to talk it out. I just want to be free. Free to love someone. Someone whose sincere at heart, mind and soul. Not someone who needs to listen to others and doing every means thinking it is the right choice.

I'm a simple human being. I want to love and be love, to hug and kisses the ones I love. But to love and being love, one needs a simple privacy. Where only the two will be together with no 3rd party involved. It's simple love. Pampering and being pampered, to cuddle and being cuddle, and to comfort each other in times of good and bad.

I just want to be in love with someone that no one knows who I'm with, be together with the one I love without anyone knowing where I would be. Spending my happy moments with the one I love without anyone disturbing. Haish! -_-"

Well, below is the song that I'm learning. Anyone who are interested in playing the guitar, this chord is great. Standard tuning. Also, you guys could try playing it plucking than strumming. Plucking is more nicer.. =) but will be a little bit confusing for those who just started guitar but insyaallah, can! ^.^!

Intro: Am E (3X)

Bila cinta kini

Tak lagi bermakna

Yang ku rasa kini

Hanyalah nestapa

F E Am

Di tinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan

Manisnya janjimu

Dan ku sambut itu

Dengan segenap hatiku

F E

Bila engkau pergi

Tinggalkan ku

Chorus:

Hilangnya cintamu

G C

Menusuk hatiku

F Dm

Hingga ku memilih

E Am

Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu

G C

Merobek jantungku

F Dm

Hingga ku terjatuh

E Am

Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu

G C

Menusuk hatiku

F Dm

Hingga ku terjatuh

E AM

Dalam harapan

Until here only I guess,

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Updating!!!

2010-10-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

Blog!! Why are you so empty? HAHAH!!

Okay then, first things first, out for Hari Raya with a couple of friends. 1st is Havana Racing Team ft The Ladies who came to my house, and next is with Sidewinder. =) Haishh! Up till now, things just seems so fine. ^.^!

My House! Ladies Clan!

Havana Racing Team

Me and Ila!

Departing from my house..

Khai's house

Me and Boi

Kusyuk tgk Charlies Angels.. heheh!

HA-VA-NA

As for Sidewinder, there was no picture taken. =(

Then, it was khai birthday last Thursday. Well, it was actually a surprise birthday plan by Sameem. Everything went well. Sidewinder was already kecoh and added with Havana Racing Team, it became KECOHRABLE!! Birthday boy didn't even saw us as he walk pass. It was funny.

We lit the birthday candle and all of us shouted his name. He turn around and was shocked to see that it was a birthday party prepared for him but, the not so lucky when Havana members was around is because, he got tossed into the sea twice.! HAHAHAH!

The tossing didn't stop there actually, alright, to shorten the story, everyone excluding girls were tossed into the sea, and that means, including me!! WTH!! Hahaha!! Both sides, Sidewinder and Havana Racing Team Members were tossed into the sea. "Keje sabo orang jekk!!" HAHAHAH!! (Pictures will be uploaded soon. Stay tune! ^.^!)

And as for now, I just came back from escort. It was damn kecoh! Jumpe PHANTOM-KIA!! HAHAA! Well, actually he was alone. He was exiting his carpark and when he saw us, he became fanatic! Blow2! but what do I care, I just want to enjoy! HEHEH!

Atlast, We came up with a cheer last minute. And this is how it goes,

"Satu, Dua, Tiga;

Kuning, Biru dan Merah,

H-V-A lambang kita;

Ehk Arh Ehk Arh,

HA-VA-NA!"

It was fun and funny. It was the first time we ever cheered as a group. With Bell to spice up the mood by asking the Dj for microphone!! HAHAH! Aduuhhh!! hahahah!! We cheered and cheered until all of us get tired. heheheh!! Felt kind of a nuisance but sometimes, to enjoy, most of it is nuisance. =P

Also, Tonight having a talk. It has been a long time since we chatted right..

So, see you tonight my friend. Tkmo sad2.. =)

Alright then,

Until here only I guess.

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!!After Hari Raya!!!!!

2010-09-19T17:12:00.013+08:00

Dear Diary,

!!!Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!!

Atok KFC Pakai Songkong

And Also, Look at this.

Beautiful right?

Just A Crescent Moon and A Star just on top of it.

Its a first hand picture taken by me myself just outside kfc.

And Then.....

On last Tuesday, after work, I went into JB with a friend to do my bike. Well, fyi, I did not repair my bike at a shop but actually, it is by my friend himself at his house. A great mechanic I can said. Able to set according to the rider preference. All the picture here happen on Wednesday. HAHAH! Because he was lazy to do my bike the moment he reached home. So, I and him, hmmm.. LEPAKKK!! HAHAHA!

He repaired my bike the next morning after buying all the spare-part needed. Had to take out all the head block, low block and then change piston and piston ring, gasket. Haish.! I even need to rebo my block as the block is no longer smooth...BUT... the cost was much much lower then I anticipated. HAHAHAH!!

^Starting to put the pieces back together^

^My Bike Being Set^

^The Magnet in the bike^

^Putting a hose through the block to smoothen and cool the temperature^

^Ta-rahh!! the finale. But yet, I have not finish doing my bike.. So stay tune to see the overral^

HAHAH!

Alright!! GTG!! HAVANA!!

HAHAH!!

~~Why do I feel like cuddling something/someone?? HAHAH!!

Until here then!

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!I'm Proud!!!

2010-09-08T17:17:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, here to post about something random again! -.-" HAHAH!!

Hmm, I would like to said that I'm proud of being a HAVANA RACING TEAM members. A group that has survived for almost 30 years(26 years to be exact), being passed down to active youngster to carry on this name.

"Biru, Kuning dan Merah;

Kami HAVANA punya!;

Ehk Arh Ehk Arh;

HA-VA-NA"

Mmm.....other than this, ouh yeah..

Kind of missing certain people.. and I really, really mean that I miss either meeting them, lepak with them, talking to them, chatting with them, or laughing with them!! =(..

So, I'll just hope that there are all doing fine with their lives. =D!!

Until here only I guess,

Just posting something so the blog won't be empty.. haha!!

Tah-tah!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!Suke-Suke!!!!

2010-09-05T20:41:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

People's says:

"Life was never easy"; "Life is so hard",

But what I thought,

It's just how you want to look at how life is,

Because,

Those people's also says:

"Life is Fun!", "It's so happening",

So,

Why can't you look at life is so fun,

It is not about how hard or how easy it is,

It is just how you look at it...

After reading the top,

Some will said,

"It is not easy as done", "What do you know?"

Then there you go,

Aren't you thinking life is hard now?

So,

Don't tell people that they don't understand,

Because,

Sometimes,

It hurts the one that is listening more than the one that is telling.

Well, just some random post actually. I just don't know why so suddenly, hmmm...

"Pandangan pertama, awal aku berjumpaaa~~~" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

P/s: Sha!! Gmbr update luhk!! heheh!!

Alright then,

Until next time,

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Things shouldn't be this way if....!!!

2010-08-30T17:07:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary,

Have not been blogging for a very long time. Hmm...

Well, things in my mind is getting more complicated after getting to know something.

Alright then, I'm going to debate, so if readers, any opinion do tell me alright. =) No right or wrong answers. Just wanna hear your views. So, I'll share you a story.

Imagine, you're a girl(and if you are one, then thats just better), that is such a wonderful and beautiful person, being pour with love with everything you wants, having a great carrier as a nurse, and always looking cheerful around people, but one problem is not being able to share thoughts to your family members because most of them are boys. Everytime you went for a gathering, you tend to look for a another girl partner of almost the same age and would like to have gossip and girls talk but there's only one other girl to talk to. But sometimes, this other girl is unable to turn up maybe because of overseas trip, work or other commitment.

So the only way you can lift up her stress is to mix with boys, tell us boys her story and what you couldn't handle. But as for boys, maybe we overcome thing at a exceptionally fast pace and would have this happy-go-lucky attitude while a girl would need time and more deep thinking. Even more, sometimes, having family outing will make her much more stress when negative impacts were made on her just because she's a girl.

But, for what I think, she just wanted to have more freedom. More freedom, not alone, but with her OWN family, not the whole family. Just her Dad, Mom, and brothers. Going out together and have fun without any outside family members interfering.

Even so, her emotion starts to grow depending on what kind of friends she's mixing with and one main problem is starting to mix with the wrong. Even more worst, having a bad-habit boyfriend. (I won't stat what habit it is). In the end, getting too fed-up, she left home. Without saying a word.

But I won't blame entirely at her just because this happen. Also, I don't think that the whole family should be blaming her too and I think that her OWN family shouldn't be blaming her for what she have become. This wouldn't have happen if in the 1st place, everyone in the family notice her real needs. Not condemnation, but her needs to have that particular freedom, not just because she's a girl, she can't do this, or she can't do that.

Negative remarks are also unwanted when trying to say certain things to her. She is old enough to think. But if she really is doing something wrong, telling her in a good way is a great way too. Not straight to condemnation.

In a era we are living, girls and boys will need to have almost the same freedom. Unlike boys, girls should be given the special freedom when come to a certain age. To have fun and enjoy with their friends, regardless who, let her mix out, venture to society, good or bad, depending on the situation is, guide her and remind her the things that she have to keep in mind.

Haish.! Hari Raya around the corner and she's nowhere to be found. I just hope she's okay and hopefully come home safely, even if she doesn't want to go back to her house, I just hope she still remember my house. Just hoping and praying she doing well and not starting the habits and doing things that is not good which will just cause big trouble.

Until here only I guess..

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Paitao work!!!

2010-08-06T17:43:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

It has been a month since I've updated my blog and now seems to be the best day to update it! Been busy for a month and as for today, "Paitao" work.! HEHE!! Well, kinda of tired so maybe I just "cabot" from my afternoon shift today! =)

Well, allot of things happen, ever since the world cup fever. I had work till 3 in the morning and sent my last order at Clementi Ave 6. After sending my last order at 3.30 am, I sat at the same old spot where I or "We" usually sat after school hours and laugh like hell till 6pm before heading home or other places such as work. It really is so calm when I was sitting there alone with the cold night breeze blowing nicely. It really really really brings back memories. I can never forget my ITE life. =) How I wish I could turn back time to where I'm still schooling. HAHAH!! Just for the lepak luhk. HEH!

Block 206!!

"The Old Pondok"

Firay's tyre mark is still there!! HAHAHA!

The side seats

My favourite spot to sit my view! =)

Allot of memories that is unforgettable for just one place!

Then had allot of great times during work off course. Not all of the time, but mostly is fun. Meeting new friends in Ban Hock Heng(YungHo KFC) that are from Greenrich KFC and Bukit Panjang KFC. Also, new riders from Global Link(Jurong East 2) such as people from Kovan KFC. FYI, Ban Hock Heng and Global Link are actually sub vendors(suppliers) for KFC riders. So which means I working for two company. =P And as for today, I "paitao" B.H.H!

Next up is Team Havana Event. We played soccer against our own brother team, Team Qirana. It was just a friendly match as most of us know each other. I was laughing all the way when playing. Also I accidentally shot the ball to Din face. Paisey Din! It wasn't on purpose. HEHE!! I didn't aim the ball, I just "ram" it because I turn "kancong" when I saw Yan Hafiz was running like a bulldozer towards me!! It was a try or nothing!! HAHAHAH!!

Team Havana (White) and Team Qirana (Black)

Havana got Jersey tau!!

HAHAH!

Also after soccer, I got stop by a Traffic Police Officer because of my exhaust pipe. For goodness sake, I was on stationary position and he still spotted it! So he told me to stop one side after the traffic light. I don't want to story how, hahaha!!, but he "blow" my bike and I was like, "MATI AKUUUU!"" hahahah!! but everything when smoothly, my bike didn't get towed away neither I've got a ticket from him. =) I've learned my lesson and I've bought a standard pipe the next day from Ally @ only $100.. 1st hand tao!! hahaha!! And the moral of my story is, I rather pay a 100 bucks than paying 700 bucks to the government! Hahahahahah!!

Hmm, also I broke my spectacles.! =( I was actually preparing for work but luckily I wasn't working. HEHE!! So now wearing contact lenses and also now I've know why people wear shades when riding! Because allot of dust and also the sun is very bright! HAHAHAH!! I really want to make a new spectacles as soon as possible but I'm so lazy! heheh!!

Lastly, went fishing with Wak Azmi, Nisha and Hasan on last Sunday. We went to Raffles Marina which is at Tuas West Drive. The place is really cool. It seems like deep fishing! I also saw this uncle had this cool stuff. He could catch a crab with a fishing rod. I want to do one too for my own. HAHAH!! Caught quite a number of fish but I only took this photos.

Well, as for my bike, I've make it to standard. No more illegal modifications sound. No more speeding till 180km/h. HAHAH! I made my bike for joy riding and work. Just playing around with my coverset!! ALSO, fyi, my coverset is no more red. I've changed my coverset to Monster energy!! It's now black, green and white. It's not a full decal! It's my own personal decal. Still have not finish doing it. No time to go 219 and make my stickers. Still, I've yet to do an embroidery on my seat. Fuhh!! I'm loving my bike!! =) Weet2!!

Well, guess till here only then.

I'll try my best to update my blog regularly, insyaallah. =)

Alright then,

Ciaoz!!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!!Happen-ing!!!!!

2010-07-04T17:11:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

Haish!! Boring, Boring, BORING...!!

"Sitting here just by myself just don't know what else to do."-Singing*. So maybe why not blog.

Hmm, lets see. 1st things first, rumors of me being in an accident "again" is damn TRUE!! But no worries, everythings okay. Just a minor accident, no issues on injuries, just a scratch or two. Well, wondering what happen right? Well, let me tell you the story of a stupid uncle who dash out.

I was on the way from Pioneer Road towards Tuas after sending my first order at Benoi Road. My destination was Tuas Avenue 20, near Tuas West Road. Pioneer Road had two lanes, 1st and 2nd lane. There was a big lorry on the 2nd lane and I was on the 1st lane, riding to almost the same speed as the lorry. When I reached the 2nd T-junction of Benoi Road, the lorry seems to slow down as he was making a left turn. For me being in the 1st lane was going straight decided to slow down too as I was scared there might be a vehicle trying to go out of the minor road.

As I was about to pass the lorry, suddenly this bike dashed out of the Benoi Road making a right turn. WOW!! POWER!! Had to E-brake but still I hit him by the side. I was freaking angry with that idiot uncle. I stop my bike at the side of the road and went over to him that was on the other side of the road who was picking up is stuff on the road. His right side of his box was smash into pieces and my bike headlight was smash too upon the impact.

After I got to him, he was looking at me with a stupid face, ''You okay? Okay right? Then, nevermind larh, don't need to pay!" I was so fucked up and replied back, "Ouh, alright, but now I want to claim u! My bike head and bracket is broken." That stupid uncle look at me back and said, "Wah!! you hit me now you want to claim me?" Upon hearing that, I smile at him and said, "What? You don't know the Singapore Law huh? I major road, you from minor road, you dash out like that and I hit you, you in the wrong you know. In the first place, I don't even need to pay you."

Then, I had an argument with him. He kept saying that he passed the line and he don't want to pay and he said it in Malay. I was so shocked! In the end, I was so pissed off and I raise my voice on him this in Malay, "Okayluhk! Kalao gua tk slow down bile tu lorry nk belok and kalao gua tk E-brake on time, lu pikir lu maseh diri pat sini bual-bual dgn gua. Gua rase skrang lu dah terbaring pat tu road luhk tunggu lagi satu kerete langgar lu jek. And kalo gua langgar lu pon, LU MAU MATI KEPE?!"

In the end, he said, "You want, you claim insurance." Then I was like, hmm, okay! You must be crazy to play insurance in the situation you are in. Hmm?? In the end exchange particulars and went for police report. Seriously, even the police officer asked me if the person was crazy to claim through insurance. Well too bad, its a TP report now. One scratch, I don't know how much is he going to get claim. Hmmm. Three days MC!! *wink*

After that day, I was had spend my time at home with no bike to ride! Renew my insurance and road tax and now my second rider is Muhammad Hasanuddin Bin Azmi AKA Hasan Antibiotics! Being the only person reliable and I trust to care my bike when I will be entering NS. Hmmm.. Lucky for him, he doesn't need to serve NS!!

Also, been spending time with my friends lately such as Khai Cyborg, Hasan AntiBiotics, Hamizan Moley and Sabri Kentalz. With Khai Cyborg, went to a few places and then to IMM to eat Burger King!! As for Hamizan Moley, he has help me by travelling from one place to another, from Jurong West to Orchard to meet my lawyer, then to Bukit Batok and to Jurong East and then back to Jurong West! Thanks allot geng even though ko working! Then it was Hasan Antibiotics who spend 1 and the half day!!

After Hamizan went back to work, Hasan pick me up from Bukit Batok as I need to send my bike for repairs. After that went back to Hasan place and chill with Along watching "The Karate Kid" after that continue with Holland Vs. Brazil!! POWER!! Holland won!!

And as for the next day, I met up with Hasan Antibiotics for 1 day!! Started our journey at 1.40pm and only return home at 2 am! HAHAHA!! KEKEK!! GEREK!! Did stupid stuff!! With words such as "Amazing" and "Awesome" HAHAHAH!!

Look at this picture below! Failblog in Singapore!! HAHAH! I took it with my phone! Hasan was like laughing all the way when I took the picture!!

Front View!!

-No Pork

-No Lard

Side View!!

-Pork Free

-Lard Free

Well, I think the shop is confuse of selling pork/lard or not!! HAHAHAH! P-PECAH!! Well, there are allot of failbloggers spotted but I didn't take picture!! HAHAH! "Awesome!!"

Alright then, till here only I guess,

Off till Tuesday!!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!I don't Know what to update!!!

2010-06-21T14:57:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

Has been along time since I've updated my blog and it seems like there's nothing to update actually. HAHAHA!! I think I'm getting lazier in even to update my blog but nevertheless, all I can said that I've been working a month plus now and time seems to be flowing from slow to fast!!

I can't believe that it is already the end of June. I've totally lost track of time big time. I didn't even remember that today was going to be the 3rd pay-day of the month!! HAHAHA!! (Who wouldn't be happy right if in one month, there was going to be three pay-day.)

Well, doesn't mean having three pay-day means I'm going to be rich or what but just happy that all my hard work of working for like almost everyday is paying off! =) Well, having much money means allot of spending power and I really need to control that.

Well, meeting up with "Kak Manje" soon and I don't know what is going to be the plan. Hmmm... Aunty plan kay.! HAHAHAHAH!!

Well, I think I'll update soon again next time.

Working @ 5pm-10pm!

Ciaoz,

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Normal Update!!!

2010-06-06T22:36:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

Been a week and allot of things happen only during the weekend. HEHE! As for weekdays, always pack myself with work. Never a single day I didn't enjoy myself. Met new friends from Jurong East 2 and also from Pizza Hut! It was nice making new friends and even meeting old friends from primary school and secondary school.

As for weekend, on the Saturday, went for Kakak engagement at Siglap and chill with Havana's and at night, went for a BBQ pit at West Coast Park and went back only on Sunday Morning. It was great and fun!! Met up with NCDCC mates, and it's not just normal NCDCC mates, what I mean was my "kaki" when I was in NCDCC!! Did every single stupid things together. HEHEH!! We played games that was planned on the spot!! I laugh till I cry and it has been a long time since I cried laughing. =D. It was a great night.

///Sidetrack\\\

Well, it has been a very long time since I did some thinking. I've thought of allot of things and in the end, I think I didn't regret everything that happen till now. I treasure those memories back then, may it be sweet or bitter and will work on to a much better life and mold myself to a much better person. =)

"Life is about falling, living is about getting back up."

No matter how hard it could be now, it's all about the will of how things are going to be handled. May it be a good or a bad decision, it will be my hardwork that will bring me to what I will be in the future, but insyaallah, it will be a good one. =) I believe that every single decisions that are made are good decisions, but it all depends on oneself on how are they going to deal with each decision.

Thus, I've decided to work my hearts out, and follow the flow in my life. If there are barriers for me along the way, I'll break it without regrets. Even if there are 10 or 20 barriers, I will break it with my own strength, mentally and psychologically. With lots of prayers, insyaallah, I believe that life will be a good one.

Alright then, I think thats about it for my post.

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

Missing lately:

- Patoto (Catching up Later. =D)

- ITE Mates (Don't ask me.! Idk when)

!!!!!!Kecoh-to-the-max!!!!!!

2010-05-30T19:30:00.015+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, it has been 20 days straight that I've have not updated my blog. Being kind of busy lately with allot of things, especially working. So today, its 30th May and I'm kind of free and so I decided to take this time to update my blog. =)

First things first, last Friday(21st May 2010), went out with Cadet Lieutenant Mates for a simple outing but I had a surprised from them. After having dinner at Teh Tarik, they had stop me from smoking and told me to proceed to the block behind Teh Tarik. So, I had to ride my bike to the carpark behind as I was parking on the pavement outside. HEHE!!

My Cake!! =D

Just the 7 of us!!

After that, I got lost for a few minutes because I couldn't find them and after that I just parked my bike at a lot and walk after meeting Sabri. Walk and walk until the staircase at "wahlah", Lina and Geng Bee had a cake on their hand with a candle lit-up. Shock or what! So touching!! =)) thanks guys! After that we lepak around there and had the cakes, talking about our lifes before heading home.

/////Next\\\\\

Then on the Saturday(22nd May 2010), went out with Sidewinder Crew. It was totally kecohrable and hilarious. And this time, I really mean "KECOH"! Starting with 4 bikes and 2 pillions, head down to Bussuroh Street for Aidil's vitual jamming shop to play Rock Band. HAHAHAH!! It was damn fun! 3 hours inside the room, taking turns to play different instrument plus singing.

After that, met up with the Khai, Iskandar, Diyana, Zam and Acab. Total of 7 bikes and 4 pillions. 2 Spark, 1 Spark-Z, 1 X1-R, 1 YBR, 1 125Z and lastly 1 RXZ. The plan was to go to Terminal 3 for Popeye. But everything turn out to be a mess but fun to experience it.

!!Popeye!!

The Only Couple

Well, as you all know, everytime a vehicle need to enter a gantry, it should be one by one right, how about if one time, you guys saw 4 bikes enter 1 time gantry. HAHAHAHAH!! Well, thats what we did!! HEHEH!! In the end, we got caught by the attendant and needed to pay $1.30 for each bike. But one thing pisses me off is I paid $10 for 7 bikes and I didn't get any refunds and still, 2 bikes had to pay when going out!! Haishh!! So when going out, we had to pass this tunnel and so, it starts!! We blow our way from the start till the end!!

At the end, we went to ECP before heading back to Jurong and lepak till 12.00 before all of us made it back home. =) Frankly, out of so many Sidewinder outing's, this is the most kecohrable, enthusiastic, fanatic outing ever done by us!! =) It's just so lively.

//////////NEXT\\\\\\\\\\

And then, been working for 5 days straight before I'm off on the Friday, Saturday and Sunday!! Wooohooooooooo!! On last Friday(28th May 2010), it was Khisyam Solemnization Day and Saturday was his wedding day. =) So congrats to Norkhisyam and wife, Norzerina Kang. Ehk!! no more hanky-panky ehk!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! Well, as for this, this event is with Team Havana.

Syam just took the vow once and perfect! Loud and clear!! Power Syam!!!

Left:Me, Bell, Manje, Wawa, Fat, Bob, Din

Now, its Saturday(29th May 2010), the most kecoh day ever. ESCORT!! Well, if you don't believe that is is kecoh, well, too bad. HAHAHAHAH!! but yeah, my very first time on an escort and seriously, it was damn fun but sometimes, I thought I felt like a nuisance, but nevermind, I'm still young, still enjoying my last 19!! HEHEHEHE!! Uh'Huuuu!!

!!Me!!

!!HVA!!

!!Us!!

This is why I said it is the most kecoh!! A total of 10 different cutting and this is without Gaijin and Gambrinos. HAHAHAHA!! It was totally damn fun!! What a hell of a experiences!!!

Team Havana with Hisyam and wife, With this, I would like to said congratulation to Syam for getting married at last. Hopefully you'll be a great husband and also be a great head of your family. =)) Insyaallah panjang umur, murah rezeki dan dapat anak..! =DD Amin. and HVA will always be with you!! =))

Alright then, I think I'll update till here only.

Cioaz,

Ps: for more photos, please visit my fb acc! =)

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Boring!!!

2010-05-29T02:06:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

I know that I have not updated my blog!! Sorry to readers who love to read but I'll update more soon aite!! Theres allot of things to share!!

Be sure to stay tune!! hehehe!

Later then. =)

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!Happening!!!!

2010-05-10T17:32:00.014+08:00

Dear Diary,

Oo my!! It's been a long time since I have updated my blog!! Well, being quite tired for the past few days. I couldn't remember what I have been doing but it seems I've been packed with allot of things!!

On the Tuesday, went to celebrate Apez birthday but before that, had lepak session with Team Coca-Cola, Team Black Coffin and Team Black Jack and then went to Yishun to pick up Boi because he doesn't know how to come to Jurong!! HAHAHA!!

Then on Friday, Watch Ironman 2 with Hamizan and Itek! The story was great what!! Why allot of people said it was boring? Haish! You guys really have no sense of humour!! I would rate Ironman 2 4/5 man!! It was really cool! Visual Effects was nice! I loike!! Woohoo!! *I was here first! Get A Roof!* HAHAH!!

Then, went to YungHo KFC to lepak and at the same time I sent Itek to work! Hmm, at night, met up with Hasan and Sabri and head down to Beach road to Aidil store! We had a great virtual Jamming session! Well, I can said it was damn fun! Me on drums, Aidil and Sab was on guitar and bass while Hasan was on vocals!! Woohooo!!! It was so damn fun! Then late at night, met up with Sha Elektra and Lydia Kimura and lepak till 2++ to 3!!! KEKEK!! Pecah Perot!!

But one think I could remember clearly is from last Saturday. Had a blast of my time till early in the morning with Sham, Apez, Din, Omar, Hamizan, Boi and not forgetting Sasha! Hmm. At first, it was only me, Sham and Apez. Sham called me at around 4++pm while I was watching hindustan! Haishh!! I missed a romantic story again but it was okay!

Hindustan!! This movie is really nice and romantic.. I loike! =D

Firstly, went to "Sepang Bedok" because he told me he was meeting somebody. Well, at first I didn't know who but after that, "HUH!" amek ko, the head of Team Qirana. HAHAH! Well, met a couple of Team Qirana members and yeah! they are all friendly!! POWER!!!

Then at 10.30, met up with Din, Sasha and Omar. We went for Karaoke luhk seh!! We sang and sang until Boi and Hamizan arrived and then we extend to another hour! HAHAHAH!! It was really fun! From solo singing to like Dikir Barat!! KEKEK!! I was really enjoying myself!! Me love it!! HEHEHEH!! Atlast, went to Adam's corner for late night meal before heading home!!

I totally had allot of fun this week!! Well, still waiting for my phone to ring!! Hmm. I wonder who will call me tonight? HEHEH!! Well below is a video is a video that I had fallen in love with right now!! Really romantic!! Enjoy!! =D

The video might be needed to be watch through youtube itself. =D

But if you guys just want to listen to the song itself, it is in my playlist. =D Cheers

Alrite then,

Till here only I guess then,

Ciaoz!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!Happy Birthday!!!!

2010-05-05T14:57:00.002+08:00

Hello,

Here to wish Apez Kecik a happy 18th birthday!

Aik, Baru 18!! HAHAH!!

Well, time to take your bike license bros!!

No more Havana JK..!!

WAKAKAKAKA!!

Adios.!!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!!I'M MISSING IT!!!!!

2010-04-30T01:52:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well today, I'm going to post something that has been going through my mind recently. I just felt that it will make me feel much more better. Well, its going to be a very, very long post. So readers, feel free to read if you guys want to, Aite!?!

Now, its 30 April 2010. Reaching to the age of 20 soon and getting older as time past. All I could do is recall all those precious memories I had, may it been a great one or a bad one. Learning from my mistakes, making more of the same mistakes or not doing it at all or even doing the right decision when the time calls. I still remember thinking last night under the full moon while having a smoke at the kitchen window. I was smiling to myself. Hehe.

This video above makes me feel the fun times I had 2 years back with my buddies. All of us just started school, either in the Polytechnics or ITE. Now, most of us, well actually, ALL of us are busy with our daily life and routine. When all of our bloods were still young and fresh 2 years back, having fun in our eighteens, never I even thought that this fun times were going to end. But right now, all of us has changed. I feel happy for all of you guys.

Firstly is Hasan, now working as a despatch rider at a certain company, and still going strong in his relationship with Syahidah (Sha). Even though he is working there, he is still finding for a better job especially for someone who doesn't need to do his National Service. Stay strong geng. With strong relationship and work, insyaallah, you will succeed!!

Secondly is Haiqal, studying and working hard as always, and now working at Jurong East KFC with his favourite manager, Zainal Abidin. Also, always thinking on how to get a girlfriend and always trying his best to get tips from me and others. I admire your courage but by saying, "Aku Relac huh!!; Biasa Bro!", well I know there is something wrong somewhere. Insyaallah, one day, you'll find someone that is mean for you.

Thirdly is Sabri, now on attachment at Jln Pesak in Jurong Island. HAHA!! But relax geng. Jurong Island might look very busy and packed with allot of people but tell you something, if you ever had the chance to go to "Sakra Oasis" during lunch or something, then, that is the place where I always go after sending my order in Jurong Island because, that is one place where I think is a good place to really stay still and think. Especially at night. By the jetty, smoking a few sticks and when you look up, the sky is bright blue with the moon shining down on me. Really a calming place for me. =)

Fourthly is Hamizan, now still studying at ITE Dover. For goodness sake, please go to school. You are repeating another year because you got debarred!! Not because you fail. Haish! Start going to school properly and study. You still got 2 years of NS to complete. Also, now he's working at Bukit Batok KFC. Ride safe and study hard.

Lastly, not forgetting, Nasrun. Hmm, Nasrun all well grown up now huh. Now with his long hair, working at 7-eleven at my previous store at stadium. POWER!! But remember, working is second on list, geng. Priority is to study. You are the most cleverest among us 6!! Being one of the top student's for 'O' levels in JWSS!! You made us proud!! Now succeed in Poly.

People change and even I do. I've known them for 8 years now and they are my Best-friends! One day, I believe that we will definitely go our separate ways. Even though all of us are 20 years old this year, we are still considered young. All of us are going to face a much more difficult and dire situation ahead and there are still things that are needed to be done by us individually.

Best-friends are best-friends, but some of you might be thinking why wouldn't I want to share my problems if I had one. Well, it's simple. Because I don't feel like sharing it. I understand that you guys might be worried about me but, I'm fine. It's not that I don't want to share my personal thinking and feelings of what is bothering me but I have someone else in my life other than you guys to listen to it. Someone whom I feel better talking and sharing it too. It's not that I don't trust you guys. =]

!Class Photo!

Also, one thing that I've been missing lately is "SCHOOL!!" I miss all of my friends. Why does it end so fast. 2 years in ITE isn't enough. I want more!! HAHAHA!! I'm badly missing the moments in school. Everyday the same old routine. Walk into the school canteen and first of all met up with the Famous 5!! Walaowei!! Firay, Aidil and Wan!! Then the girls table, Iqah, Ezah, Sue, Liza, Leha, and many more!!

Life-skills wearing Smart!!

Famous 5 Flyers!

Then, make up our mind, today go class or go lepak? HAHAH!! Smoking and after school "lepak" session at 206!! I miss it so badly!! All those lepak sessions. The indian aunty shop! "Hello "man"! mau makan apa?" HEHE!! The kitten outside school, Tompok! Firay's Son!! HAHAHAH!! OHHH MANNN!!! All those riding after school, watch movie, "Pondok Abang"!! Damn, so many memories!!

Last Class Photo!

Aww man!! I really miss school very much!! Seriously!! Had a one hack of a time with SA/SK!! If only time could be reverse.

So to all of those who are still schooling, do treasure those moments! Definitely, you will miss school one day. Where you will miss your lecturers, the classrooms, the whiteboards and most importantly, your FRIENDS!!

FYI, I have 2 videos regarding my project and whenever I look at it, I remember the most difficult part of making it but now, it is really a treasure to me. All those times were great. I love it!!! The Muhammadiyah Welfare Home Event at ECP together with 5-Dash-1 and other of my classmates who help out and The Private Owl Enterprise that shows me and Iqah as the emcees..!! WOW!! Seriously I feel so touch!! HEHE..!!

Haish!

Until here then I guess!

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!FUN&LAUGHER!!!

2010-04-26T00:53:00.008+08:00

Dear Diary,

Its been a week I have not updated my blog. Been quite busy despite not working that much.

Well, 1st things 1st, I'm going to blog about being one of the "sway" moments because I had to send to "MERANTI CRESCENT" that is situated at the end of Jurong Island. And its not once but TWICE in one day!!

But nevertheless, I had fun at soccer last Friday. Havana Racing Team .vs. Team YungHo KFC. Well, even though Havana lost, still, we lost at 3-5. It was really amazing and I'm proud of Team Havana because one thing, we got only a few active soccer players and still, there are some people who are missing because they're working. HEHE!!

Well, one person I'm amazed at is Yan Hafis. The way he played, control the team is really like, WOW! He's really good man. The second person is Fad Kecik!! Power!! How I wish Omar and Sheik was there too. Confirm Power To The Max!! So, thats why I'm so proud of Team Havana!!

Boy WAWA! Perot mau lebeh!!

Ajip, Din,Apis and Bell

Din dah tk betol!!

Yan, Din, and Bell

Din, Din!! Kes dah mabok nk kene balek Simei,

HAHAHAH!!

Khai and Syam

Min and Kakak

Din Cine, Fad, Yan and Min

Me, Din Cine and Fad

Boy Manje and Bell

As for Team YungHo KFC, I would like to congratulate them for winning. I was amazed that even Sir Rizal played. He didn't even have the proper gear. He played with his manager long pants and working shoe. HAHAHAH!! PECAH! Even Abg Adam was there to support Team KFC. Ahbear was also there to add into the fun and laughter. So, I was laughing till I cried during that day. Together with both side jokes!! I feel like I could die from just laughing. HEHEH!!

Well, as for today, I went to for my cousin wedding. HEHEH!! Sachok per dier nari!! All red. Wooo..!! Seductive sehk.! HAHAHA!!! Also, to my makcik-makcik that is so sporting, you all made me laugh. Lagu dangdut plus diorg nye gelek!! TK BOLEH ANGKAT BABE!! HAHAH!! Sedar luhk kamu smue.!! HAHAHAHAH!! Jkjk...

Well, I got no picture on this but as for my adik, Silat lu lawa luhk nari. POWER BROSS!!

Lastly, A post to Ismail (Team Revenge), also a ex-student from JWSS, yang telah kembali ke rahmahtullah on Sunday (25 April 2010) morning. He met an accident as he was on tour in Malaysia when he came onto an oncoming lane. (This is what I heard) He was a friend that is funny and always creating laughter. A friend that is irreplaceable. (Al-Fateha)

Alright then,

I think until here only I guess,

Until more,

Ciaoz!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!For just 2 days!!

2010-04-18T23:03:00.011+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, this will be 1st post of all after my blog has not been privatized. HAHA! But still, it will be started as Dear Diary because this is where I blurred out every single thing in my live. =)

Firstly yesterday, I was working full-shift, well, actually 11am-10pm, I only managed to send 10+4 orders! It sucks! But yet, it was funny. Well, 1st order I went was at Jurong West. 1st order got $2 tips already. Alhamdullilah! HEHE!! Then there was one order which cost $16.55. And do you all know what I get? Well, I got this:

Four 50 cent coins, and allot of 20 cent and 10 cent coins and around a dollar of 5 cent coins. So, I even had to ask the customer for a small plastic bag to keep all this coins. HAHAHA!! P for Pecah..!! But it was funny though. Also at night, just before I got back from my last order, Rizal called me and asked me to go to Jurong Point to take some stock and I met Andrew!! HAHAH!!

Well, Andrew used to be my manager in YungHo KFC. He was in-charge of riders before he was transfered out and "Kak Ros" take over. Haish!! Also, I knew him during my crew time 3 years back! So, we had a smoke behind KFC JP and had a little chit-chat on how bad YungHo KFC is becoming. Allot of riders are leaving due to some reason which I cannot state here because I might be charge for it.....NOT!!!! HAHAH!! Well, some privacy issues. =P

At night, chill at 619 with Haiqal AKA Rossi until 1 am. After that, went back home.

As for today, I went for family outing. After a long time since I got Sunday as my off day! Never did I get an off day on Sunday. Atlast, I'm free!!!! HAHAH!! So, my family went fishing at Pasir Ris Farm Way. Woohooo!!!!

Pasir Ris Fishing Pond

It was damn fun. After fishing, went to Changi Village to eat! WOW!! Nasi Lemak Power!! Ssseeedaaaaapppppp!!! I lioke!!! After that, went back home. Well, on the way back home, as we were driving along PIE exiting Jalan Bahar, my parents were like scolding atleast three motorbikes because they seems to be riding recklessly.

One of them were even smoking as he was riding and so, my father was like, "Arh!! Ni smue geng-geng Hasrul larh nie smue." and my mom was like, "Tengok tu, tukar lane pon tk signal.!" Then I was like, "Mane ader? Sorry siket!" But as soon as my father caught up with them, they were all my friends.!! HAHAH! P for PECAH again..!! Haiyoyoyooo!!

Look at this, the fish caught is like as big as my sink. HAHA.. =)

Also actually, today, I'm suppose to meet up with Haiqal for lepak but I went out with my family but Haiqal did something which I must share, especially to Sidewinder Crew. Hmm??

Well lastly is about my bike, lets do a comparison. HEHE!

Spot the different:

Well, I finally took off my P for Probational Plate!! HAHAHAH!

As for YungHo Rider's said: DAH TK BOI HUH!!

!!WAKAKA!!

Alright then, I still can't wait till Friday for Soccer!!

I think Until here only for now,

Update more soon.

Ciaoz.

!!!!!.H.V.A.!!!!!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!I'm Fine Thank You!!!

2010-04-16T18:27:00.009+08:00

Dear Diary,

A week have past!! I did some thinking and I knew I had to accept this fate. She came to my life as someone who had feel my life with fun and love. Spending time with that person, my life seems to be completed. I have loved and had been loved back then. I will let that person go with 'Redha' and always praying that I will meet the true person in my life.

I have nothing to lose in this situation. I had given my best to secure it on that day but she didn't seems to want it. So, with prayers and will, I will move on to a better life. Striving to be much more better than what I am today. Learning from mistakes and making things better.

Thus, I will like to said thank you to patoto for giving me the spirit, to move on and giving me great advise and lectures. I owed a big debt to you! =)

Alright, lets stop it with the sentimentel and get moving into life. Well, this week, I got less roster!! Aww man!! 3 days work. 2 days full-shift, 1 day night. Haish! Boring!! Nevermind then! Fuhh!! Next week pay-day! cannot wait, even though its only a little. but still money woi!! HAHAH! and next week, I only work for three days again. 1 day fullshift and only 2 days nite.!! Die!!

!!!!!!.............................But.............................!!!!!!

Come down and support us!! =P

Havana Racing Team

YungHo KFC

As for on the 23rd of April, at 11.30pm, at FICO in Jurong, there will be a soccer match between YungHo KFC and Havana Racing Team. Which team will I be playing ehk?? Hmm. HAHA!! Well, in this game, I got no choice but to play for Team Havana!! I can't wait because in this game, the losing team have to pay for the pitch.!! I wonder who will pay!

HAHAH!!

Expensive Sia!!

Alright then, Just a small post for that consist of my excitement and my sentimental views.

I'll update more soon.

Cioaz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!! I Don't Know Why?" !!!

2010-04-10T01:58:00.012+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, first things first, I'm just going to said I have no more "Bestfriend Love". I don't feel like explaining or exaggerate anything. What ever happened, I don't wish to tell anyone but yes, I did told someone about it. Million thanks to the particular person for listening to me and giving me the courage to move on with my live and also not to hate that person but accept the fate that that person walk into my live. Thank you so much! So the rest, don't 'kay-poh'. (And I wish to tell this to 1 more person when I meet up with her)

So, doesn't mean I don't have anymore bestfriend love, I can't do anything. So on Thursday, went to Jurong Point to catch a movie. I watch Clash of the Titan in 3D. The movie was really great. Really really damn great. Those who have not watch yet, Please, do watch. If you already watch Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief, well, this movie will be a little bit complicated to understand because of Persius. But still, it was a great movie. I rate this movie 5/5. But please, don't watch in 3D because in my opinion, it was like a waste of money as it doesn't seems to have 3D effect.

Also, I bought myself a new set of clothe and pant. Well, it's not that expensive. For someone like me who love to wear casual, both top and bottom cost me $38. Well, it was worth it for me.

And as for Friday, went JB with Jeng AKA Razali (Geng Teman Anda) and Mok! HAHA!! it was damn fun and funny. On the way there, we were all riding so relax but once we entered the highway after the turn to the bike shop, Jeng was speeding all the way and Mok did a wheellie!! HAHAH!! It was damn funny. Razali was riding 125Z and Mok owns a KTM 200!! Cool bike or what. I tried Mok's bike and I was like, "Aleleh??!" HAHAHA!! My foot couldn't touch the ground!! I was like tip-toeing. HAHA!! but yeah off course, 200cc really got allot of power. I was taken aback when I tried his bike. First time feeling a scrambler. Cool~~!!

Jeng Helping the Mechanic to find White Hair! HAHA!!

My Bike Under Repair

Mok's KTM 200!! Cool-shit!!

Jeng's 125Z

My Bike Again!!

"My Old Fork"

"My Cover Set!"

"My New Fork! KYB Fork!!"

"My New Footrest!!"

Well, other than this, I service my carburetor and tune back my bike to normal. Hopefully, I'll never get another accident anymore. I'm sick of getting myself into accidents and in the end I had to fork out more money for my bike. Also, can't wait till Tuesday(13th April) because it will be the day I take out my 'P' Plate!! HAHAHA!! Woohoo!!

HAHA!! Well, I didn't took a picture of my bike after repair because it was already at 11pm. Everyone was tired after so much talk and laughter. Also, we celebrated one of the Mechanic Birthday too. It was 'kecohrable'. Had a blasting time with Jeng and Mok today!! They really make my day happy. On the way back, stop by at Caltex and bought Burger Ramli. It was my treat to Jeng for bringing me to the bike shop and Mok for being such a wonderful entertainer. HAHAH!! At at the end, Mok and Jeng did their last wheellie before entering back to Singapore. HAHAHA!!

Alright then, hopefully I've got a blasting time tomorrow too during Havana Racing Team Meeting!! HAHAH!! Update more next time.

Adios

Cioaz,

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!FuhYoo!!!

2010-03-28T00:23:00.007+08:00

Dear Diary,

Today was fun. I wash my bike thoroughly, every single spot, and make sure I didn't miss any single spot and at the end, I wipe my bike clean with two different kind of towels. Then, head down to my void deck and color my tyres!! Now it looks brilliant. Take a look at bike, it sparkles!! HAHAHA!

*Handsome Motor Aku!!

HAHAHA!!

RX-Jack!!

Then, had a call from Iskandar to come down to KFC and take my Crocs Imitation!! HAHAH!! but guess what, it really looks like the real thing man!! HAHAH!! I'm Loving It..!!

Then, went home, and I prepare to take a hike to JB. Touch and Go.!! Pump petrol and buy a pack of cigarettes. Also, head down to Panjang's for awhile to say 'Hi' before heading back to Singapore. Went back to KFC and Itek wants a lift home and so, 1 way trip back home.

Prem, Namirah, Razali

Also people, I have activated my Facebook back. Do tagged any pictures of me if you have mine. Because I'm totally lost of the new Facebook. HAHA!! And also, I've change my Number!! Get it from me..!! Tagged at my tagged board.. =))

Also, recently been having lepak sessions with Sidewinder. I'm happy all of you are well. Nasrun already started working at my old 7-11 store, Sab has also started attachment for school. Hasan having a good relationship with Sha, Haiqal have started to be better in riding his bike and Hamizan started working at Sarpino Pizza. =))

Also, missing my "Wanita Idaman" lately, and this is for real, bukan ejek ehk!! HAHA!! Haven't been seeing her lately. Wondering what she's doing?? hmm?? but nevermind, hopefully meeting her soon.

Well, thats it I guess, going to sleep. Working 11-11 tomorrow.

Aite,

Cioaz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!To The FairLady!!!!

2010-03-25T01:24:00.009+08:00

Dear Diary,

Today seems to be sad, both mentally and physically sad. I just don't know how to explain things but I feel that I just have let it out. So, this is what happen.

Last night, I waited till 4 a.m and it didn't rang. I was quite pissed off and also woke up late for work. Rushed down to work and was 15 minutes late and luckily there were friends/colleagues who understood me and covered for me. During work, I waited, and waited and waited and there seems nothing. I began to thought to myself and understand. I gave in.

At midnight sharp, my new phone rang, and I text back. I had already gave in and tried to understand the situation and I felt like teasing her. In the end, I just didn't know what happened? "If tomorrow you don't contact me anymore, I understand." (the last text msg received)

This text message left me speechless. For such minor reasons, I will give in to the one I love. I never expected to receive this kind of message. Text back a few minutes later and didn't reply. Called a number of times and didn't answer and there was even one call it was hung to busy (means 'Rejected').

Please, tell me. What to you mean by the words in red? Was I just a hindrance or a tool? The way it was text, you seems happy and relief. Please help me understand!!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Supposed to be Last Week!!!

2010-03-16T00:08:00.012+08:00

Dear my diary,

Well, suppose to blog last week but I guess I didn't have the time or I didn't feel like blogging so, today, I'm going to blog!!

So, lets start off from last Friday. Well, suppose to go 'Sheesha' with Bestfriend and friends but didn't happen and suppose to meet bestfriend, but she was sick. =((. Too bad Hasrul. So, I went on my own to East Coast Parkway, not to emo but for K.K. Pit!! Well, didn't know much of the people there, the ones I know is Hasanah and K.K. Hamizan came late as he was working. But still, I had fun and even make a new friend, 'The Rock'. HAHA!! Great muscle and the face is like The Rock!! HAHA!! Also, thanks for inviting me to your pit! Appreciate it allot!!

As for Saturday, finally met with Bestfriend. A bit in a bad mood. Always talking about the her pimple. HAHA!! Only got one stress already. Hehe..!! Well, we bought Macdonalds at Pioneer Mall and lepak at 619 as she needed to do her project. Also, the weather wasn't good. It was raining heavily and luckily we managed to reach 619 before it rains. So, I sat with her, helping a little bit but disturbing her most of the time. "Polish Dahi Ehk!!" HAHAHA!! Then at 6, the rain starts to stop and Hasan and Sha came down and invite us to go to Marina Square for pool.

At Marina Square, we played pool and it was fun. Hasan and Sha were like 'Professional'!! Especially Sha!! You should have look at her. POWER than HASAN!! HAHAH!! As for me, well ain't that good and Bestfriend!! hmm.. no comment, first timer mah!! HAHAH!! =P. After that went to Zam Zam to buy murtabak as bestfriend needed to buy for family and I need to buy my own dinner as my family is not at home. Reach Bestfriend place at 11.05pm and I reached mine at 11.30pm. Called Bestfriend after that and then went to sleep because tomorrow working at 11am.

Then today, went to pick up Bestfriend from school as she was not feeling well. Kecian dier!! Well, it was damn long at the Polyclinic. From 2pm to almost 5pm as Bestfriend need to take blood test. Hmm. Plan to watch Alice in Wonderland 3D and it didn't work out so went to 'Makan Shiok' and eat. After that lepak for awhile and went home.

Also, I've got a picture of my 'My Preferred Lady'. HAHAHA!!

!!"Wanita IdamanKu"!!

Iniluh Wanita Idamanku!!

Lawanye dier pakai tudong!! Cair kiter dibuatnye!! Kluar ngan I pakai tudong pleaseee..pleaseee...!!!

HEHE..!!

Lastly, Please eat your medicine ehk Bestfriend!! If I know you skip your antibiotics!! You watch out!! Hmmp..!

Alright, Until here only then,

Ciaoz.

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!I Don't Know What!!!!

2010-03-11T23:33:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary,

Firstly, I'm going to talk about me going out with bestfriend watching movie at Jurong Point.!! Well, we watch "Dear John". Kind of a sad love story about a guy name John, falling in love and he is sergeant in the US Army. He had to go out on a mission for a year and only return after that. During that one year, he had send letters to his love one, which I had forgotten the girl name, and at the same time, the girl writes back to him. In the end, the girl suddenly stop giving him letters and once he receive the letter, the girl had wrote that she was already married to someone else. In the end, they were never together.

Also, I finished my school days!! Now waiting for NS letter to come and to see what I get. Army, Police Or Civil Defence?? Hopefully its not Army. Police or CD still can.!! HAHAH!! So right now, I think I'm just going to work my ass out during this period of time until I get my NS letter.

As for tomorrow, well, I don't know what I'm going to do. So, just going to see what am I going to do tomorrow. ;) Bestfriend also seems so quiet today. Maybe tired or something. So don't disturb her for today. Let her rest. Always stress with project. Wake up early tomorrow to see what bestfriend is going to said. HEHE!!

Well, time to sleep. Had a nice, great and a long talk with Patoto today!! HAHA!! Looks like I'll update more soon, maybe tomorrow or Saturday.

Until here only I guess today,

Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Last Week!!!

2010-03-01T21:09:00.010+08:00

Wello Wello Wello,

Haishh!! Been good for the past few days.

Firstly, went to watch Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief together with my bestfriend of course hehe=P, Namirah and Hamizan. It was a great movie. I totally love it. The hero was known to be very "HANDSOME" like most girl would said, hmm, but the heroine was very pretty too!! Blue eyes and very pretty face, nice figure, seriously "LAWA GILER!!" Haishh!! Somemore long hair!! PRETTY!! I like!! hehehe..=P Okay okay okay, back to the movie. It was a great movie with allot of visual effects and actions!! WOOHOO!! I give it 5/5!! I just love it but the ending was kind of disappointing. I hope there will be another episode for this.

Secondly, also on the same day, went lepak with Team Havana and Team Dona Mafia at Yishun. It was "haffening" as we went ghost hunting right after midnight!! HAHA!! So, I had to call my mother and said that I would be home late, or can said I'll be home morning, hehe, and I got scolded. HAHA!! but still, she said to reach home A.S.A.P.!! =)) So, altogether, both teams went together, not by bike but in a Lorry!! HAHAHA!! Power!!! Went to Jalan Bahar, the new cemetery, both muslim and chinese and then head down to the old cemetery. Still got no ghost!!

So, then head down to Eng Neo Old Chinese Cemetery and there, we found something!! Woohoo!! Firstly, we saw this bright red light, like a laser and we stared at the tree. All of us was concentrating at the tree and one thing we didn't know, there was a "KAKAK" sitting directly behind us on a tree. When we turn to the back to see the tree, most of us was like, "eek!!", "Wooo".. HAHAHAH!! Seram, we just stood there like nothing happen for awhile until we all saw that the "KAKAK" was like going to float down, so we all quickly ran up the lorry and drove off even deeper. HAHA!! When we went deeper, there was nothing to see. It was dark and gloomy. Allot of cemetery can be seen but no ghost.

After that, end our expedition around 4++ and I reach home around 5++.

As for Saturday, all I did was work and for the first time, I work for only 6 hours and I send a total of 14 orders.!! Not bad ehk.!?! As for Sunday, I work from 11am till 10pm!! Unbelievable, I had a total of 23 dockets!! WOOHOO..!! POWER!! I like..!!! (After a long time I did not "PaKaLiau" HAHAHA!!)

Then at night after work, pick up "Bestfriend" from work at Expo!! I search for Tower 6 like hell!! I round and round inside the carpark and atlast, I gave up and call my bestfriend. HAHAHA!! Then at her carpark, I talk and talk with her until we talk about "mud-guard". Pandai my sayang nie satu, "Mud-guard sape?" HAHAHA!! kalakar!!

Lastly, today went for inspection and I fail my I.U. unit test and at the same time, I renew my Season parking. Lastly 'lepak with Besfriend, Namirah and Hamizan!!

"Lastly to Patoto, SORRY for not texting and chatting that much!! Sorry Patoto!! =))"

Alright, until here then

Cioaz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Stress-free days!!!

2010-02-20T14:12:00.008+08:00

Dear my diary

Well, last wednesday, after school, went lepak with my bestfriend for awhile before heading to Sha's work place to celebrate Hamizan belated birthday. Bestfriend, Sorry I leave you halfway. Must understand luh, we celebrating Hamizan belated birthday. Its not my intention to leave you with Mirah either. =)) Also, on the way there, Hamizan was caught by TP for his tinted visor. HAHA!! $50 gone just like that. Haish! So stupid. Go change your visor luh. $50 can change engine oil and spark plug twice sak! HAHA!!

When we reach Sha's work place, it was damn damn nice. Too nice. Just like YoVille. HAHA!! All the expensive furniture's and fabrics. Wahhlauweii!! So rich seh the boss. Louis Vuitton Chairs that cost up to $3k. What the hell!! And theres more than 5 of it!! No wonder interior designers are so high class. Damn it. Alright alright, back to Hamizan birthday celebration. So, Me, Hasan and Sha went to the nearby coffee shop to buy some food as we left Hamizan in the shop house. At the same time wanted to buy Hamizan a birthday cake but the cake shop was close, so we bought him a brownie instead. We had allot of fun and laugher in the shop house. Too much!! And in the end, we all left the place at around 8pm-9pm before heading home.

Also today, I really stop thinking of everything and just enjoy myself at the KFC BBQ. I really make my mind at peace. It was really an awesome BBQ pit and the pit was held just behind YungHo KFC and it went really well. Allot of good food and seriously, million of applause for Nazry AKA Misai for the wonderful marinated chicken. I was so amazed on how good it tasted. "Jadi kan misai, laen kali kalao aku nk gy BBQ, aku order dari ko huh?? ACMCMMM??!!" HAHAHA..

Ayam; Iskandar; Khai; Harimau; Itek; Razali; and ME!!

Also, it looks like we will be saying fair-well to a couple of people. Firstly will be Andrew. =(( Aww man. I've been working with Andrew for a total of 3 years, being one of his cook side right man and also base personnel for 2 years and then converting to a rider and now, it looks like he will be transferring to Jurong Point Outlet. So sad!! And also, he even came up with the name for our riders as for hitting the highest daily sales of $14000++, on the 24 December 2009, and he called us rider's the YungHo Warriors!! Woohoo!! What a brilliant name.

Secondly will be Nizam AKA Roadblock. HAHA!! Well, Zam has been a good friend for my 3 years in KFC. He has been working in KFC for like 1 and the half years ahead of me and he has been a good colleague. Also, from just a staff, went up to 1 star crew to a Supervisor at KFC Jurong West Express now. And now, he is also one of our riders at YungHo KFC!! I'm gonna miss you man. Hopefully after BMT, kurus luhk ko.! HEHE!!

!!YungHo Warriors!!

Other then that, had a blast of myself during this event and to see Ah Bear drunk with Hafiz talking to him all the way till 5.30 in the morning. HAHAHA!! I feel like I burst my stomach from laughing. HAHA!! Damn Damn Funny!!

Also Aunty, I wanna meet you!!! Want to talk something to you. Really really important. And I working night luhk aunty next Saturday. So can't meet you. Choose another date luhk aunty!! =))

Alright, until here only my friends,

Until next time,

Ciaoz.

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Just Updating!!!

2010-02-10T00:58:00.010+08:00

Hello hello hello..

Well, here to update about on Monday and Tuesday. Well, nothing much is going on recently. But on the monday, went to catch movie with Namirah and geng. "Santau" Well, didn't understand what happened in the beginning because someone came late and I have to wait for him. Told him that movie started at 4, he came at 4.15. So, congrats to that person that is so carefree. Also, thanks Tiara for passing the ticket to us. Hehee.. =))

Also, the movie is quite scary. Not as scary as hmm, I cannot remember. HEHE!! But still got the "JENG!".. then, after a few minutes, "JENG!".. and suddenly, "JENG!" HAHA!! The 1st thing I enter the cinema and the moment I sat down, people started screaming and I saw this nenek face on the movie screen. HAHA! Well, Hasrul, Hasrul, Lost giler luhk mcm biase and at the same time I got a shock!! HAHAHA!! The story line was great for me. I love it. After that lepak with Namirah under her block and chit-chat before heading back home.

Also, there are rumors about someone which I won't mention who. This someone, or to be more define, a girl was rumored to be flirting with guys in school. Well, I know this person for quite sometime now and I can said or dare to said, she is a nice and sweet young lady. So, no need to be upset about this rumors. Just let it be. Rumors pops out when someone get jealous of you. Just remember, when people get jealous, it means you're great.

Then on Tuesday!! Nothing happen.

But I wanna wish Muhammad Hamizan Bin A.Khalid,

Happy 20th Birthday!!

Dah 20 cent nmpk!!

Aku next!!

HAHAH!!

Also, at night lepak with Team Havana Jurong Side together with 2 other Sidewinder. Kekek giler. Joke punye joke punye joke tak prasan dah kol 12. HAHA!! Also, planning for a trip down to Gelang Patah to Hamizan's house after school end this March!! Hope to make a fun trip with Sidewinder and Team Havana together. Just need to plan what kind of activity to do there other than swimming and riding. Also Mizan, thanks huh for the info. Shocking Sak!!

"And lastly to Patoto!! Please take good care of your health during this exam period.! Worried tau.! Falling sick at a time like this. Ishk.! Anyway, drink lots of plain water kay. And Please buy a Panadol just in case. Goodnight, Sweetdreams. =))))"

Alright then,

Until here only I guess.

Ciaoz.

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Love and Compassion!!!!

2010-02-04T18:26:00.013+08:00

Hello hello hello people.!

Well, here to blog about a piece of my mind that I have been make me been thinking since this morning.

Well, all of us have friends, but simply said not all friends can be trusted. Most friends can be trusted at a certain extend while least friends can be trusted the most and even some can even be as close as like siblings. But the important thing here is about being in a relationship. No offence but this is just a piece of my mind.

Trust is the factor that is lacking here. One side is not trusting the other side while the other side thinks the same way. How can there be love when there is no heart? How can there be a love when there is no trust? Then for so long that you have been together, isn't your heart and mind suppose to be open much more greater? Spending times together no matter how hectic it can be. Supporting each other through hard and difficult situation and sharing endless tears of joy and pain. Waiting for each other till over the limits.

You said love is about changing for the one you love, changing for the very best for that particular person and even sacrifice the things you like or love most, but what I think is, isn't love also about accepting the person who you truly love? Why change the person you love? Why always think that you change so much about changing for the one you love and when that person made the slightest mistake, you said all the change you made was useless. Have you ever ask each other whether the changes made was satisfying for both of you or did you change because you think to yourself that the change made was a great one for yourself?

Don't demand trust from each other. Build it!! Trust isn't something that is easy to gain. Some can take a few weeks, some can take a few months and some can take years. What create those trust right now are the memories that is in your heart, every single thing that has been said and shared from both side. Compassion is what likely will be able to forgive each other. Meet-up with each other with both hearts open and be ready. It doesn't hurt to listen to each other out and for oneself to forgive each other. It might even be a great thing for you.

I'm no love guru or saying anything to upset anyone. Both have a part to play in a relationship. If you love that person, then stay together. Such a small matter, talk it out. Why listen to others while your own heart tells you want that person badly? Friends are there to listen to your problems but it isn't something that your friend's want to be into. It's all up to individual.

Open your heart. =))

Also, brothers of 619!! HAHA!! Group photo!!

8 Years of friendship!!

Hopefully it last forever!!

Sorry, lazy to upload the picture. The important thing is the group picture of Hasan's Birthday.

Until then only I guess.

Takecare,

Ciaoz.

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!Saturday Night Fever!!

2010-01-31T01:40:00.011+08:00

Hello hello hello.

Well, Saturday was kind of fun. Also, I had a bit of running nose. HAHA!! Went out with Sidewinder for Hasan's advance 20th Birthday. Well, his birthday falls on the 2nd of February and Sha decided that she wanted to celebrate his boyfriend birthday together with Sidewinder only.

We all met up at 619 as per normal like any other road trip. The last to reach was the birthday boy so close 1 eye. HAHA!! After that head down to West Coast for dinner. It was damn funny. Went through West Coast Highway and made the wrong exit thanks to Hamizan. When I asked him why did he exit here, he still got the guts to tell me, "Salah jalan huh geng" Mcm nk pump jek skali. HAHA.! But nevermind. Make our U turn at West Coast Park and head back down.

Once we reached there, it was like so many people. So, we took out time choosing our sit. Atlast, we manage to get the round table which can fit 6 people but we had 7 people. So 'Bo pian' that one person must sit on the plastic chair and we even had to squeeze. But it was fine. Had "Roti John" and also Satay. HAHA!! Well, we actually ordered quite allot. A total of 60 sticks of satay. Luckily we managed to finish it.

Well, after that we had rice. Oo man, I was so full and we still hadn't had rice and side dishes. We ordered a total of 7 dishes. We ordered Tofu Hotplate, Sambal Ikan Pari, KangKong, Cereal Prawn, Egg, Lala, and Sweet and Sour Chicken. Well, for 7 people eating, that is quite allot and luckily we finish it too, . No Problemo. =)))

After that, all of us was like, I don't want to get up!!, I wanna go home!! HAHA..!! but in the end we proceed with the plan. We head down to Vivo City and chill. But at first, we didn't know what we wanted to do at Vivo. We were all lost and in the end, I think it was I who shouted, "Ehk, Acmcm? E-Zone per??" And the rest were like, Sembarang huh!! HAHAHA..!! kecoh!!

At E-Zone, we decided to play Snookers but I and Nasrun got distracted by this Airplane game. So $5 each, we bought the card and played the Airplane game. Kekek Giler.! Nasrun2...!! HAHAHA!! After that we join for snookers. It was damn2 funny. I laugh too much that tears roll down my cheek. It was damn funny. Especially Nasrun and Haiqal. Mati!!

In the end, we decided to chill at the steps facing Sentosa and talk cock. We decided to buy a cake for Hasan but we had no candles. But, that doesn't mean we'll stop with the celebration. In the end, Hasan got "Burgered". Me and Hamizan pull his leg and made him lie down and once he lied down. ABes!! HAHA!! Well, luckily no one got hurt in doing that. Alhamdullilah.

At 0000hrs, we decided to go back home. On the way back, Haiqal split off from us. Too luhk!! Pandai sangat!! Dah tk tau jalan ader hati nk bawak laju2.!! Pandan Muke Kau!!

Den at 0040hrs, went to pick up my youngest brother before heading home.

Also, I would like to said sorry deeply to someone for not being able to reach home early as I thought I could and if I make you wait, I'm very, very, very, very sorry. My deepest apology and miss chatting with you. Sorry!! =((

Aite then,

Have a Nice day people.

"Working 11-11 tomorrow!! Haishh!!

Pictures be uploaded as soon as I get it. Must Paham2 luhk okay.

Ciaoz.

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!A Request!!

2010-01-23T15:59:00.008+08:00

Hello hello hello..!!

Today I'm here blogging on a request of someone. :P. Even though I said I got nothing to blog about, she just said to blog something. HAHA..!! So well, I'm here to blog about what happen for the pass 1 week.

So, for the pass one week was fine. Its been a week since my accident and still recovering. I'm still not able to put my bike to main stand. So all the way, my bike has been parking on side stand. So, hopefully my right leg is able to recovering as soon as possible. Teehee!!

Secondly, I was able to hear a very sweet voice of this friend who said that if I hear her voice, I would melt. HAHA..!! Well, it was disappointing though that I didn't melt like she said I would but still sweet luh kay. =P. HAHA.. But nevertheless, it was fun and interesting to have met someone like her. I don't know how she do it but, RESPECT huh! ;). Also thank you for helping with my project!

Also, another person had mistook a friend of mine for me. A fresh first year girl from my school had been messaging my friend for a couple of days and the not so good part is he acted as me. The first few days was okay until Thursday when she message me early in the morning which was very shocking. I never receive two or more messages early in the morning but only 1 from the same person every morning.

My friend had disturb her while I didn't know a single thing of what he had said and asked. It wasn't very pleasant for me and neither it would be for her too. I was shock until a message came in. The message was:

"Hey i knw ur mad at me bout yest. Sumpah that guy is a friend and nothing more. Smlm i ngan die pn my friend suroh. And kalau tak sudi nk berkawan, bilang laa. So i tak tertnggutngu."

Well, this was surprising. Why would I get mad?? and it sounds as if I had told her something.!! I didn't reply until I met my friend in school. And at last, I told him to break the ice between me and her. So, after school, we met at the back of the school and cleared every single mess. My friend said every single thing. She told her that every call and message was from him. I didn't know anything of this.

And I was very sad. What would you feel if you were the one in her position? Everything just perish like that. That is why my friend's, just let me find my own love. If I met the right person, then I'll be with her.

Alrite then. There are more but I'm working at 5pm dah.!!

Update more sooner or later.!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!Accident!!

2010-01-15T16:54:00.004+08:00

Hello folks,

Well, today was kind of sway. After school today, Hasan and me decided to go for Friday prayers at Masjid Darulsalam but I've met with an accident directly outside school traffic light. So, in the end, friday prayers wasn't being fulfill today.

But I wanna said thank you to allot of people. They are:

1stly, Rin, Dian and Murni (Angels) for being the 1st to come to the rescue when they saw my accident.
2ndly, the mysterious chinese girl from my school who came to asked if I was alright. I didn't get to asked your name as I was bleeding. Sorry and Thank you for finding my spectacle. Hopefully you can sleep at night because you said you saw everything on how I accident.
3rdly was Hasan for helping me move my bike away.
4thly, Firay for coming down all the way from your house even though you just met an accident yesterday.
5thly, Ezah, Sue and Iqah for helping me clean my wounds.
Lastly was Hamizan, who found out from Sha and straight away came down.

Why I accident is because my 2t didn't enter my engine properly or worst come to worst was the stripe line at the pedestrian crossing was slippery. Its because I skidded on bend. But whatever happen, ini smue hikmah hendak pergi sembahyang. Ada yang menghalang. Must be much more careful.

Well, this is just an experience. Part and parcel of riding a bike. You will still fall and you just won't know when and how. Even though I did a double front flip, but I'm happy it didn't impact my head as my helmet crack. Thanks helmet. Time to get a new helmet I guess!!

And for those people who was worried, thank you and don't worry. Just minor bruises. Even though I relax, chill chill baby riding my bike, I still met an accident. Cobaan nak ke sembahyang!!

I promise to ride carefully but sometimes its just isn't our mistake. Hopefully the person I promise to ride slowly forgive me. =((

Alright then

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH!!!

2010-01-11T21:32:00.003+08:00

In a few hours time,

the date is going to be

12/January/2010

and

it is going to be my Father Birthday and

I'm going to take this opportunity to wish my

Father a Happy 44th Birthday.!!

Ingat, Usia itu makin lanjut,

Cepat-cepat bawak Ibu pegi Haji.

Ibu pun tengah tunggu itu.

Aite

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!FRIENDS!!

2010-01-03T01:14:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well, this post is for those friends who are so worried about me. Its either they text me or msn with me and I didn't reply because I'm so tired of saying the same thing all over and over again.

So this is for those who were thinking of me allot; I'm very grateful. So this is to clear all of your minds out.

Life's has up and down. You all, well not all, have known me for so long. Some knew me as just like that, and some who knew me too well would wonder why I'm not being myself lately. Well, the reason is simple. I can't just be all the way be feeling up and high. There are some reasons that not everyone will know and understand. I can't be telling all my secrets to everyone. Then it wouldn't be a secret anymore.

Whether it's a personal problem or an external problem, I can't be telling my problems to everyone. I can only tell those who I trust and who are the closest to me. Some of you might be thinking, "Hey, I'm close to him. Why didn't he tell me?" Well, this close means you are someone who has shared something valuable in me. It's not that I'm not close to all of my friends, but best said is I'm close to almost all of my friends but somethings aren't just best/good sharing with friends.

So fyi, there are just a 2 people who I would share and open my heart to share my problems with. Both have knew me well and long enough. Both have created a special relationship or a bond in my heart. Neither are from Sidewinder. So guys, don't take it to heart.

So, I'll make things easier okay. Right now, no more problems for me. Things seems to get better now. I'm all fine now. Now its a new year and I'm going to start anew. So guys, relax! No panicking. I'll be back with more creative and crazy ideas for fun and laughters okay. HAHAHAHA..!! More internal joke..!! Hehehk..!!

Aite.. Heres the picture at ECP.!!

In the bus..!!

The moment we reached our Destination...

Baek Bangla..!! ko nk tangkap Brother aku ehk!!

Anak-anak lari rumah..!!

Anak dan Bapak..!

Angan-angan Techtronic

Berjiwang babe..!

Fuhhh..!! Senang Hati... HAHA..!

Nasrun Techtronic..

Nie Macam Paham..!!

BURGER HAIQAL..!!

Group Photo...!

My Brothers.. HAHAHA..!!

Haiqal Tido...!!

Ouh No..!! Later Schooling at 8am..!!

Until then.

Ciaoz.

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Sidewinder!!!

2009-12-24T00:29:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary,

Well today, I'm not going to said how am I feeling, whether its good or bad or okay2, but here to update about the trip with Sidewinder to East Coast Park for our fishing trip. Totally, it was damn fun and funny.

All the fun started as soon as Wak Azmi went back home. Sha was very relieve after that. HAHAHA..!! If not, haish..!, tension jek ehk all the way bapak mentue kau pat situ. HAHAHAHAHAH..!!

Well, as per normal, I started to do thinks out of my mind. HAHAHA..!! like dancing don't know what kind of style, started fishing like no one business and etc. Well, things were still okay until 3-4 am, where people started to knock off one by one. But as soon I saw that, I knew I had to do something. So, I started asking questions. Well, not hard questions but just a simple-simple questions. HAHAHAHAHA..!! Shhh.!! Secret okay guys. Who were there knew how funny it was right!!??

Well, time to sleep. I'm still feeling tired even though I slept from the moment I got back on Wednesday morning till 7pm. Haish.!! And then still go jamming at night. HAHA.!

Aite, working at 10am till 11pm.

Ciaoz..

(Pictures be uploaded as soon as I got it..)

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!!Havana Racing Team Anniversary!!!!

2009-12-21T01:21:00.038+08:00

Dear Dairy,

Well, it looks like things are getting back down for me. I just can't believe I'm feeling damn down. My heart isn't pounding rightly as something was lacking.But what to do, life must move on. Only time will heal a wounded heart. Whether its short or a long period of time, one day, I believe it will heal and I believe this wounded heart isn't serious. Maybe, its just time for me to find a special someone. Hehehehk.!! (Oh man, I can't believe I'm saying this seriously.)

But I had allot of fun during Havana Team Racing Anniversary. This is what happen.

/////Sidetrack\\\\\

Pheww.. It was such a great weekend as allot of things has happen or should I said "haffenning" HAHAHAHA...!!! It was really a great anniversary for Havana Racing Team. A total of 16 people went for the anniversary. Wooohooooo..!! Extremely fun.

We met up at Clementi at 0830hrs and only at 1030hrs, we started our journey to Woodland Checkpoint. At Clementi, we were split into groups at random basis and I went into Din, Sasha, and Omar groups. My group was really, really damn happening. I just couldn't stop smiling and laughing all the way.

Omar, Omar. Known as the "Yahudi Sesat" but actually he's really gangster babe. At Woodland Checkpoint, it was a really long jam and guess what Omar did? HAHAHA..!! He cut all the long line and went into the motorcycle lane and ignored every single motorcyclist which horn at him and when we almost got near to the cutting lane of motorbikes and car, he wind down his mirror and just wave at the car beside him and just cut into the line. HAHAHAHA..!! and the fucking best part was we called all the other 3 cars to go infront. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..!! Damn!, we're one kiasu Singaporean. But too bad that only 1 car managed to to get infront of the line as the other cars were ready inside the line behind. Hehehehk..!!

It took us allot of time during the jam but luckily we had already plan where to meet incase we happen to break up from our line and all of us met up back at the Shell in J.B. After we met up, we went to shop for our things needed for our pit.

Along the way to Bukit Puteri, We lost Syam!! So we decided to stop at the side of the expressway and waited there for around 10-15 minutes before deciding to just meet up with Syam at the place itself. Luckily when we reached the place, Syam was already there. He was like waving at us like he was telling us, "Oi!! Mane korang pegi? Aku yang salah jalan, aku yang sampai dulu." HAHAHAHA..!!

When we reached the bunglow, it was damn funny. Omar was like, "Ehk ehk, tak boleh bawak masok durian sak!!" HAHAHAHA..!! and allot of people were already tired not due to the long distance travel but the non-stop laughing in each of the individual cars.

So commences the 1st game of the day. HAHAHA..!! The first game was to build a tower made of 25 pieces of straws and newpaper and also, we had to make sure all the 3 eggs given to every team must me place on the tower itself and we had to wait until the next day to see which team's tower is will last the longest. Crazy Game But Fun..!!

Then, there was a little bit of a rest where I and Omar went to take pictures and Sasha had to picture for us. HAHAH.! Thanks uhk Sasha.!

And the 2nd game commences.!! The idea of the second game is to guide for team members who are blind folded while the blind mice tries to step on the other team balloon. This game is damn fun as all of us was shouting like hell. In the end, White Team wins. I guess which group am I in? HAHAHA..!! Its the white team luh of course. HAHAHAHAHAHA..!!

3rd game commences soo after the 2nd game ended. Now, each team was given 3 eggs each and the game aims is to wrap all 3 eggs together and will then be thrown from the second storey of the bunglow. HAHAHA.!! It was damn funny. I can't believe it. Abang Azmi team really make theirs like a shape of a plane. HAHAHA..!! Nice and as for my group, Omar had made a parachute. HAHAHA..!! Even though it doesn't even looks like a parachute but nice try Omar. As for Yan groups, they wrapped theirs like a Christman Present. HAHAHAHAHAH..!! and for Syam groups, they wrap theirs like a snail. Klakar rabak babe.!

In the end, Abang group, 1 egg is safe. Yan group, no egg was safe. Syam group, 1 egg was safe. And my group, 2 eggs were safe. HAHAHAHAHAH..!! Woohoo.!! BAEK OMAR..!!

At night, there was barbeque. It was damn nice. Syam mom and the ladies cook some noodles and yeah, it was nice.

Alhamdullilah

And the last event of the day is Bowling. It was damn fun. I just love it and at last, I managed to do my curl ball and hit the pins. Well not strike but I managed to get 9 pins the most. ;)

And after bowling, we had to wait for Syam group to finish. So my group and Yan's group when out for picture taking. This are some pictures taken from Sasha camera. Still got Kakak camera which I don't know how to take from her. HEHEHEHkk.!!

At the end of the day, there was an award presentation. This award is actually for everyone. All the game score wasn't counted as this trip was to create a bond between members of Team Havana. Below are picture of Abang giving the prizes to respective group leaders.

Group Pictures

And after this, all pictures are taken in the morning. Haisshh..!! pagi2 orang dah ambek gambar. HAHAHAHAHA..!!

And lastly, Boy, Me and Sasha dress up Omar and Din to disturb Abang who was sleeping in Syam's room. The reason we disturb was because abang was snoring loudly. From one end of the room to the other end of the room we could hear abang snore. HAHAHAHA.!! So Din and Omar did the VISA card dance beside abang who was sleeping. There's the video but I wouldn't put it here. HAHAHAHAHA..!!

Well, the fun doesn't end here. On the way back home, my group car was separated from Abang and Syam car. We decided to go to Angsana but in the end we got lost and make our way back by ourselves to Singapore. We got lost all the way to Gelang Patah and make our back to Woodland Checkpoint as we wanted to find the another car's who were at Jusco. In the end we didn't find Jusco but ended back up at Johor Bahru. HAHAHAHA..! So too bad for my car, we went back through Woodland checkpoint. Haisshh..!! Pening. HAHAHAHA..!!

And lastly, I would like to wish all Team Havana a Happy 26th Anniversary or Happy 6th Anniversary to the 3rd Generation Havana under Abang Azmi.

Well, I guess until here only then.

Aite, Ciaoz

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Private!!!

2009-12-19T01:01:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

Today(19 December 2009; Saturday; 01:03:05am) will be the day that will mark the privacy to my blog. Also, today is the day that I deleted my Facebook account, Tagged account, Myyearbook account and also my Hi5 account.

I don't know why but I could feel that somethings is amiss ahead of me. I feel really down. About something that I just couldn't possibly think about. I don't really know what but I feel confuse of the things around me. It's so unexplainable. All I could think right now is about tomorrow event.

I really need to clear up my cloudy mind right now. Things aren't going to well for me. Lifes has up and down. During those days when I'm still up, I could imagine back that I was laughing like hell, even till I cried with jokes made by my friends and even at my own jokes. My mind was so eager everyday for a great day. Making everyday a great day.

But now, it seems so low. So low that I thinking that life just sucks right now. Nothing is right. I wonder why?

Aite then.

So damn low...

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!! Adrenaline Rush !!!

2009-12-13T00:58:00.009+08:00

Hello Diary,

Well, today is going to be a self-reflection thing.

This is about just now that I did with for other people, Hasan (Spark), Khairuddin (RX-Z) and Iskandar (X1-R) with Diyana. Well, this is about after work of what I did.

Let me start from beginning. Well, we finish work at around 11.15pm but Khai had to send the last order and as the law said, if one rider had to send a last order, the others cannot leave until the last rider comes back. So "Bo Pian" must wait.

Then only at 11.50pm we made our back home but on the way home, we did something that we were not suppose to do and something that I was having a fear on. It was a race. Frankly, after my accident after falling at 140km/h, from that day onwards, speeding is something I hate.

Well, the race was a random one. The race was at the stretch of Boon Lay way till Jurong Point area where all of us met again. I didn't thought I would actually try to catch them. I felt so confident today so all I wanted to do was to keep up with them but eventually I had the shock of my life. At gear 5, I was riding at 140++km/h. I didn't saw my meter until I thought I had to squad down as I felt the wind was so strong and only I realised I was at 140++km/h. I quickly close my trottle and suddenly my bike feel so smooth, as if my bike was gliding with the engine braking so smooth. It was damn nice. HAHAHA!!

Why Luhk RX-Z Aku Tk Standard!!

After I reached at Diyana carpark, and after I got down from my bike, I got this adrenaline rush all over my body. I was shaking of fear. Haish! I was like saying, "I'm never gonna do this again! I'm never gonna do this again!" and Khai was laughing at me. He said, "Hey rul, ader chance motor ko boleh clear meter luh. Tkder masalah. Aku yang pakai standard dah pat 160km/h, ape lagy motor ko." But despite him saying that, I was still shaking of fear and chanting "I'm never gonna do this again."

Damn, tomorrow they are going to try again along the new SAFRA. I'm so damn scared. But nevermind, I told them that tomorrow I'll become the safety bike. HAHAHAH!!

Aite,

I'm never gonna do this again.

N for people who doesn't know about bike, RX-Z has 6 gear. at 5th gear I'm already shaking.

Sorry for being so "kental".

Ciaoz,

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!Movie Marathon!!

2009-12-09T00:03:00.009+08:00

Helo helo heloo....

Well, recently has been very boring. As people said, lives has ups and downs. I've been up the pass 2 weeks and right now, the feeling of down is coming. Need to lepak as much as I can to cheer things up I guessed. Well, today I'm gonna blog about movies!!

Last week, on the Monday, I went to Jurong Point with Firay, Azhar, Eza, Ila and Syasya to watch Ninja Assassin. Cool babe. The moves really can inspire people to try to be like one. The shadow move is very cool. Suddenly ninja appear from shadows. Can you guys imagine ninja skills are much much more powerful then technology. WOW!! hahahah!! and you can even see people get cut to pieces. HAHAHAH!! Gore Sak!! Cool Shit!! No wonder its M18 but Syasya, you were very lucky, you're only 16 ehk..!! Shhh..!! HAHA!! I rate the movie 5/5.!! Must Watch!!

And yesterday, managed to get some kaki, I went to Lot 1 at CCK with Firay, Ivy, and Hamizan and we watch "TWILIGHT NEW MOON". Well, for the movie, I think I'll rate 4/5. A very romantic movie and less action but during the action part, it was damn, damn cool. Especially the wolf transformations. Woohoooo.!! butttt!! I hate the ending. The story was very complicated. Some part it was just so difficult to understand BUT luckily I got a story-teller beside me. HAHAH!!

Can you guys imagine that I sat beside this couple and I think that the guy couldn't understand the story and so his girlfriend had to explain to him. And I could hear the girl explaining and I thought that was wonderful because the part the guy doesn't understand, some of it also I don't understand. HAHAHAHA..!! Got director uh sit beside me.!! HAHAH!!! But still, what a disappointing ending!! "But one thing I found out was, Alice Is Hotter Than Bella!! HAHA!!"

And today, I didn't went to school and I called Firay. HAHAHA!! and he suggested we watch movie. So we made our way to West Mall and we wanted to watch Avatar but Avatar has not been release yet.! So, we watch Case 39!! There was allot of "JENG!" and after a few minutes, "JENG! JENG!" then again "JENG!" HAHAHAAAHA!!

Well, I think thats all for now. I think I'll undergo for a 8-10 hours therapy after this. And if people are wondering what kind of therapy it is, well, it is a therapy that can only be undergo only at night. If you still don't get it, the therapy is known as "SLEEP". (If you don't get it, then don't watch "Twilight New Moon". You'll definitely won't get it. Complicated right.) HAHAHAHA!!

Well, here are the video of my band playing decode at an underground gig. A very bad sound quality but I thought it was of those memories where times were great. If may sound bad in the video but if you were there, you'll know how rock it was.!!

Until here only I guessed,

Ciaoz,

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Haiss!!!

2009-12-03T23:31:00.005+08:00

Helo Helo Helo!!!

Well, today was just like any other days but today was kind of abit shocking.

1stly, my late grandfather-brother, which means my granduncle passed away today in the afternoon. I received a message from my mother and was kind of lost. I was shock as Hari Raya Aidiladha had just past and this happen and the last time I talk to him was during Hari Raya and he said he wanted to go to work but he couldn't even walk.

Also, early in the morning, at 7.00+, I received a message from Kak Manje that she was admitted in Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Haisz!! What happen luh?? So, after school today, @ 5, I went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital and visited her. Well, she looks okay. HAHAHA!! No problem with her. I still can joke with her and what wonders me is one question that will never fail to came from her. "Woit!, tkder mataer ker?" HAHAHAHAHA!! Same question again she asked.! hehek!! Ape sajer!!!

Also, she didn't tell Cik Ana nie!! org pauto.!! tk kesah!!! HAHA!! Biar dier kene marah! HAHAHAHA!! padan muke... and after a long time, you still don't grow, errr, i mean in the height huh.. HAHAHA!!

Alamak*!! tk ambek gmbr ngan orang saket pulak nari!! hehe!

Okay luh.. Tkcr okay.. dah discharged ingat!! jage diri tu baek2.!!

Alright people, until here then, and...

if you wanna feel like fainting, don't faint in the MRT.!! hehek!!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANJE!!!

2009-11-26T00:30:00.005+08:00

Helloo People!!

Here I'm wishing my lovable "KAK MANJE";

A Happy 21st Birthday

Have a great day and have fun

Love you very very much!!

I still remember tau. Tkmo Paitao.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...

HEH!! Dah Mikin Tue Arh Gini!

Tapi maseh cute luh!! (Jdi dier tk marah. HAHA!)

Biler Nk Khawin?

Jangan Lupe Jempot Ehk!

HAHAHA!!

Sorry ehk org curik gmbr pat your Facebook.!

HAHAHAH!!

Hasrul_Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBUKU!!!

2009-11-22T02:57:00.002+08:00

HELOO!!

I'M HERE TO SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST

"IBU..KU"

YANG TERSAYANG!!

Hasrul_Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!Bad Day!!!

2009-11-20T00:14:00.004+08:00

HELO HELO HELOOO!!!

Looks like I got sometime today and I feel like blogging.

WOOOKkaaaayyy, HOOOOO~~~

The time now is 12.17 am and so this is going to be yesterday.

So, Yesterday was quite bad. The weather was damn bad on the afternoon for me as school started at 1 pm and I was trapped only 2 bus-stop away from school and I miss PR mock test. HAIYAAA!! So troublesome. I got stuck there for an almost 2 hours and in the end I made it to school still wet as the rain did not get lighter but instead, IT GETS HEAVIER!! WTF!!

So, I attend AOFA and all I did was play Warcraft Frozen Throne with Firay and today is going to be AOFA mock test and also I have to take my PR mock test too after AOFA mock test!! WTH!! And I did not study for PR mock test. Well, I've got no problems with AOFA but PR, hmmm, I think I got problem remembering points. Have to work much more harder. =D

Also, today at night went lepak with Hamizan. At 8.30pm, he stat to me at MSN that he'll reach in 10 minutes time but he took double the time. Then at 10++, he called Sya-Sya, dunno who and I join him for lepak at Bukit Batok! Well, it was fun. Sya-Sya was like a minah-rep and her friend was this innocent girl who used to wear tudong and I think she is trying hard to change like a minah too. HAHAHAH!! Well, I dunno. Just making guesses.

The day I still haven't get my bike!!

And I did allot of stupid things with Mizan with his helmet!!

HAHAH!!

Then at 11.30pm, we made our way back home. Hamizan wanted to go to his store and so, we made separate way at 1 junction. The weather is damn, damn, damn cool. Me wearing short pants and a long sleeves and still, the coolness of the air is like, "Ya allah!!! tolong lah aku!!" HAHAHA!! I reached home at 11.45 and WALAA!!, I'm 'sooo' not going out at night. HAHAHA!!

Miss those days at ECP!!

Biler Nak Buat Camping Lagi?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Aite then,

Logging off. Heading to bed and praying hard that tomorrow test will be simple.

HAHAHAHAHA!!

Byebye

Hasrul_Ketam AKA CrabMartel

!!!People!!!

2009-11-12T00:35:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

As time pass-by, my life has gotten more and more fun. Every day has been a great day; without arguments, and so little worries. Also, is it true that I've become 'flirty' or 'mentel' and that makes my life more interesting or is it that I've just gotten allot of new friends at this point of time??

Is this why things have changed for my side? How about my old mates? Are they okay with it or do they just want the old me?

I feel that things are getting very distance between my mates. All the 'lepak sessions' at 619 has been very rare. Even if there is one, its like only a few people around. No more guitars and singing our lungs out, no more music videos, and also no more sharing of problems. Everyone is dealing their own problems with themselves. (I'm only stating the 6 of us; not more, not less and not including our sister; Nisha)

Well, I know that I've been busy with work, and also with my 'design mates' and also trying my very best to find the "Miss Right"(giggle) but I don't think that it will be a problem if we could just 'lepak' once or twice, like every friday we usually does. No girlfriends, no phones, no motorbikes!! Just us, our laptops and our guitars, gossiping about the normal stuff, talk *shit*, play PES 2010 and laugh till 11++ before everyone goes home. (You guys understand right: LekLu!!!)

This is the old picture of us!!

"REMEMBER"

our 1st outing with our bicycles 4 years ago!!

Only Hamizan not inside

Come on, lets 'lepak' as per normal. Even though Team Sidewinder is not going to be open, but still, when we are together, we know ourselves as Sidewinder. That word bring us together and create a bond.

Alright, take care then.

Ciaoz!!

Hasrul Ketam_CrabMartel

BORING

2009-11-04T23:21:00.011+08:00

SO TIRED AND RESTLESS

AND ALLOT OF THOUGHTS ARE SPINNING IN MY HEAD,

I NEED TO SLEEP!!

GOODNIGHT.....

(yawn)zzzzzzzzz.....

!!!PISSED OFF!!!

2009-10-30T14:59:00.011+08:00

Hmm.. lets see... What should I talk about??

Well, for the past few weeks has been up and down and to those who knows me well enough, I've always been up!!! HAHAHAHAH!! The only reason I feel down is because I'm tired.

So, let me talk about work yesterday. I'm so pissed off. Let me start from the moment I came back from my second order that is from JI (Jurong Island); not Jemaah Islamiah okay. (Just stating because some idiot might be tagging about something irrelevant) A few seconds later, Wak Aziz came back and talk to me saying he wanted to go the order that is currently out as he was going home at 10pm. Then, I said okay but suddenly, when he look at the order stating Jurong Island, he said that he pass. Then, I was like standing there like swearing, "WHAT THE FUCK!!!" The time was 9.15pm and the order must reach at 9.37pm. He could just go and come back exactly at 10pm. But this bugger said it was far and when an order from Jurong West came out, he said he wanted to go there instead.

I was so pissed off. Somemore the order is already late. So I check the last rider venue and I was swearing much much more after seeing that this fucking Chinaman only go for 2 Taman Jurong Order.. He left the store at 8.59pm and living the Jurong Island order. And this stupid Chinaman also finish work at 10pm. So, from there, I fuck care. I was "soooooo" not in a mood to work or to talk. I was swearing all the "F" words; in Tamil' In Malay; In Hokkien and any other form of language that I know. It was really fucking irritating.

Somemore this idiot can still tell me, "Hey, this morning also he like that. All the order that is near the border-line he take, so he can turn back around faster and take all the order." This was okay as the person was being "batu api" so that I would be pissed of at the Chinaman but I didn't care. Somemore he said, "Ehk, I cannot go JI because I going home at 10, then tomorrow I work morning at 11am." I was like standing there trying to stop myself from exploding!!!

At that point of time, I was like going to turn to him and shout at his face, "EHK, LU FULL-TIMER SAK!!! AKU PART-TIMER JEK!! KO PIKIR BSK KO SORG JER PER MASOK KOL 11!! ABES AKU BESOK SKOLA PUKOL 8 KO TK PIKIR HUH!! P@%I.. PRANGAI KAUDUU!!!"; and thats was what going through my head at that point of time.

So, in the end, I end up sending that order but I send it late luh. WTD!!!

Hmm.. that's all for today I guessed. All my anger has been let out and its damn cooling now. HAHAHAHA!!!

Hasrul Ketam AKA CRABMARTEL

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BORING